As a partner, as a mom, as a woman established in her work, as a woman who knows her own worth ~ you have given up on your { self }.

Having raised a family and having nurtured them all along the way you’ve realized you have forgotten “who she is”.

Your life and your work are well established and yet internally you are secretly feeling lost inside of yourself.

Asking for support = asking for permission..... which means you resist both.

You deserve to feel supported, you are in search of community, you long to return to who you have always been but have forgotten.

You desire:

to live a life of passion

to feel connected

magic, the kind that makes your whole body tingle when it all happens effortlessly

to feel confident in your words and your worth

to be seen - really seen. In your life and in your work

the success you know you deserve

You value:

feeling appreciated

being heard

feeling worthy

supporting others

seeing the gifts in the difficult moments

Inside of this moment you are not certain what you truly desire, you’re feeling unfulfilled and long to feel the same support that you offer to others.

You would never say it out loud but deep down you are worried, “is this all there will ever be?”

xo love me (a journal entry to myself from myself….. words that I know you relate to oh so well)


You can have all you desire AND all that you don’t even yet know you want. 

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You can have it without the struggle.

Without the naysayers.

Without the doubt.

 

You have landed here on my website and that's great, there’s not too much going on here but if you’re ready to wake up your spirit come find me inside of my Facebook Community or join me on IG. I’ll be carrying on about something incredible, pushing you show up for yourself in a way that let’s you live your best life.

 

So why do I do what I do?

 

Because I have never gotten anywhere in life by following everyone else's rules or dreams. What it did teach me was that if you want to play by their rules and live their dreams, you are limited to their results. NO THANKS DARLIN!

If you’re ready to Make Shit Happen, in your life, in your work, in your relationships, in your bank account then we'll be an incredible team.

I’m here to tell you, you GET to have WHAT you WANT.

You get to DECIDE how it’s going to look.

You get to LET it be easy.

You know what you came here to do and every time you think about it you feel a fire inside.

THAT'S YOUR PASSION

THAT'S YOUR PURPOSE

That "watch me" feeling that takes over, needs to be unleashed into the world and be allowed to burn like wild fire.

You know what you have been longing to experience.

You have always known one day it would happen.

It's more than that though, 

You get to decide your going to create that life NOW

Design a life thats lets you live your dream 

And maybe even change the world 

JUST BY FULLY BEING YOU.

And I’d love to show you how.

So what makes me so qualified to talk about this anyway??

Well, years ago I detached from all the fancy labels and qualifications. Here's the real deal, the stuff that actually matters - I’ll try to keep it short!!

 

I've always believed I could have what I want.

 

It was an unexplainable feeling and knowing that lived deep inside of me

It wasn’t just that I could have it…. it was that I was born for it, that I came here ready for it, that it was waiting for me, it was already mine.

From the time I was 6 years old I said I was going to be a Fashion Designer. I lived it, I breathed it, I did it.

At 16 years old I was given an ultimatum….. I opted for hit the road. I left and never looked back. They all said, now you’ll never live your dream.

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At 20 years old I graduated from Fashion Technique and Design. I had designed, launched and sold my own line of children’s clothing. I had more orders than I could keep up with and my line was receiving rave reviews.

And then I said NEXT

That was a result of my rebel within.

NO, I’m not going to live by your rules.

I’m going to do what I came here to DO.

I’m going to live my UNREALISTIC dreams.

I’m going to be UNAPOLOGETIC in doing it.

I’m not here to LIVE YOUR NORMAL.

And I won’t live a half assed life like everybody else does!

Fast forward to Now,

and my business is completely location free, I literally do whatever I WANT all day every day … which means what I feel led or called to do, what lights me up, what excites the hell outta me… that may be creating programs, coaching, taking women around the world, doing some compassionate ass kicking, sharing my life or doing what ever I need to do for ME on any given day.… and I’m also handsomely rewarded for doing so every single day.

It’s safe to say

I live a life more fully experienced than most even believe is possible. I’ve redesigned my life more times than most people change vehicles in a life time. And it’s how I WANT to live, I love the adventure, the growth, the excitement, the newness, the action, the fulfillment, living FULLY and knowing that it can all happen EASILY and it’s waiting for me.

That could mean

walking a beach and preaching shit I’m passionate about, it could be staying up all hours of the night curating transformational courses for you, or it could mean lunch dates with my guy, beer on a patio or days hanging with our kids. … or it could be you, me and other kickass women gathering somewhere in the world for one of my retreats.

I don’t care what they say about what I’m doing. 

 

I  designed a life I love.

And so can you.

YOU GET TO HAVE WHAT YOU WANT

And you’ve ALWAYS known that.

AND with what I’m going to deliver to you day by day with even just my FREE content, never mind if you at some point want to jump into one of my home-study courses or maybe even work with me privately, you ARE going to finally and FULLY create the life that YOU'VE been dreaming of.

I jumped over the 15 years of making it happen.

Before I landed where I am TODAY, where I know that I will make whatever I want happen, where know I CAN live my dream rather than dream my life, and I WILL.

I lived through a lot of hell.

We lost a baby
My marriage was falling apart
I was trampled by my horse
The result being PTSD
That turned into 4 years of heavy anxiety
Our house was hit by lightening
10 minutes later our son was hit by lightening
on and on it goes… and more it goes on the worse it gets

To top it off I was chasing what I thought would create happiness!

Which left me filing for bankruptcy

Hiding from the world

AND… wondering when all of this shit would just STOP

 

I kept showing up, I kept giving to everyone, I kept making sure they were all taken care of and it left me feeling ALONE.

How the hell do you give all you’ve got to everyone and be left feeling so EMPTY?

 

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I look back today on ALL THE THINGS, the years of pushing through, of picking my self up, of the jokes that went around saying “well of course that would happen to you” and I can authentically say I am so DAM grateful for it all.

 

It made me finally DECIDE it was time to step into MY LIFE fully and unapologetically and I knew like I had never known anything before that there was NOTHING that has to be hard about it.

Everything I had moved through, all the things others would tell me I was so strong for was me on survival mode. I was moving forward out of fear. Fear of…. well you name it.

I knew what I needed and that was for me to give myself permission to do the work of me and only ME. I dove in head first spent tens of thousands of dollars studying, practicing, embodying, SEEKING

I was desperate to figure out what I was meant to be and what my lifes purpose was.

I didn’t play small

I didn’t back down

The deeper the work got, the deeper I dove.

I know you’re just like me, you’ve asked yourself if you should actually keep going after your dream, keep doing the unthinkable. Which means the truth is you’ve always believed you could have what you want.

You KNOW you’re going to make shit happen.

Self doubt and fear are going to rear their heads (it’s a natural human condition, get used to it). Anxiety is going to creep in and try to paralyze you (two hands in the air, yes me).

What scares the hell outta ya more, reliving what you are living right now everyday and never getting more than you have in this moment OR pulling on your g string and saying let’s get this shit started?

 

Do you really believe you can have what you want?

Are you willing to TRUST that fully and COMPLETELY?

Are you willing to do what ever it takes over and over and over again until you get it?

 

Don’t answer I already know it a big hot "YES".

And that’s why I know you’ve got what it takes.

It’s also how I know I can help you.

 

I’ve lived it, got chewed up by life and spit back out only to do the tuck and roll. I was left not having a bloody clue what was next or how the hell to do it. I was dished up a healthy serving of you think you know what you want egh? Fear, self doubt, unworthiness showed up, it was more than I bargained for but I said LET’S DO THIS.

 

I wasn’t going to settle for a life half lived.

I wasn’t going settle for the truth of "their" experiences.

 

And so I kept walking towards what I knew was mine and eventually it got closer and closer and closer until…. Here we are today. After a shit tone of massive breakthroughs (which you’ll get to hear all about inside of my community, cause I kinda preach this shit)

 

I said THIS is how it is going to be.

I did what needed to be done.

I made shit happen.

 

And there is not a day that goes by that I don’t dive deeper, learn more, and get shaken to the core.

Because I am alway willing do more, be more and show up more.

That is my journey of living a life fully lived.

I can stand here in full integrity with my Divine by my sIDE and say "I KNOW, if I can dream it, I have EVERYTHING needed within me to have it. It’s already mine and I'm allowed to make it happen NOW".

I do not say that lightly.

so...

If you’re ready to say yes to YOU

 

To step into all of you fully and UNAPOLOGETICALLY 

 

And going ALL IN, ‘screw the fear’ of BEING you

In life, in business, in relationship and in money, so you can live the life you you came here to live and also experience the abundance you have been waiting for, to impact the lives of others and show up in this world in even BIGGER ways,

 

Then welcome to the land of what few have the courage to do.

We have massive dreams.

We make shit happen.

We NEVER run from life.

And we have the most incredible freakin’ time doing it.

 

I can’t wait to journey with you deeper.

Remember

Life is not meant to be hard

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