personal growth

PLAN FORWARD AND DON'T STEP BACK

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IT'S GO TIME

Saying you want it.

Visioning it.

Feeling it.

Dreaming about it.

Planning for it.


They are all somewhat beneficial pieces of the puzzle. Yet they are just that. Pieces.


Individually they render themselves useless.

Together they are just as useless UNTIL....


You pair them with forward action.


Suddenly you've created the WHOLE.


Until you are going to decide to take the next action and then the next action and then the next action, until that very thing is a part of your reality it will forever be a thought, a dream, a wish, a hope.


It will remain what others have and you wish you had.


You don't plan for and commit to it today and then promptly go back to doing what you would have been doing tomorrow if you had not decided to commit to it today!


Sound confusing?


A real life experience of exactly that....


It's taken 28 years for my man to come to the understanding that this stuff I talk about (ok maybe preach about) is not theory, is not fluffy, it not wishful thinking, is not woo woo, is not spirituality (well it is but not the way most perceive), is not hard, is not for a select few.


What it is about is your - his - my, ability to actually be integral across all areas of life in a way that allows us to be honest around:


What we truly want vs what we think we want

What has to be done in order to live that

If indeed we are willing to do those things...


In which case if we are not...it's simple.

You don't TRULY want it.


There is literally one question that is needed to move you from where you are into where you TRULY desire to be and in fact, deep down know you can and should be.


The answers that come from that question is exactly where "let it be easy" was born.


You sit down and you plan, you strategize, you think about all the available options, you feel good.


You get back to doing what needed to be done in your day and next thing you know your living yesterday all over again.


You suddenly realize you haven't given thought to that thing that needs to be taken care of 6 months down the road so you start planning for that.


So what's the problem here?


That thing you TRULY want, the one you committed to, the one that once it is your reality means that, that thing 6 months down the road (that you forgot to give thought to) doesn't even exist because it is no longer a part of your life or concerns.


AND YET

You are spending your time and energy getting ready and preparing for EXACTLY THAT.


So which one are you ACTUALLY committed to?

What you truly want or what has been?


Back to my man.


Of course I asked that one question. "So if indeed we already were living that, what would we be doing?"


Naturally him being him... he went to what he would NOT be doing, which is fine as it's one in the same in this case.


"I would not be heating with wood" was his response.


That response alone was enough for him to fully embody 28 years of my "nagging" and the "let it" be easy mantra.


You could feel him relax into to the freedom of not cutting 22 cords of wood a year. The freedom of time. The excitement of the other things we would be doing instead. The realness of it had set in and he GOT IT.


Now the interesting thing is that heating with wood is what he noticed first. There will be no heat source needed inside of our plans so wood heat is a mute point.


But this next part is incredible.


As we walked through the forest in knee deep snow last week, as he had to carry the dog because he couldn't walk any further he says to me.


"I have to start thinking about what area I want to cut from this year"


"Oh, tell me more," I said. "What are you thinking?"


He went on to discuss different parts of the property. I listened and when he was done I simply said, "gosh it sounds like a lot of time tied up in going back and forth?"


He was puzzled. "Are you going to want to travel back and forth to cut wood for someone else to burn?"


His eyes got wider, his smirk began to grow.


"Why are we talking about cutting wood when you already decided that was the thing that was absolutely not needed inside of what it is we ARE doing?"


"You have to plan forward and don't step back. Let it be easy," I reminded him.


"If you want to constantly plan around and act on what was required of you yesterday or last season or last year, you can count on being in that same spot tomorrow and the next day. It's why we have been talking about this "idea" for 14 years and it has never become our reality"


"You stepped forward now stop stepping back.

You have one direction to go and that is FORWARD"


The need to think about wood - was banished!


So the question becomes...


What do you truly want vs what you think you want?

What has to be done in order for YOU to live that?

Are you indeed willing to do THAT?


If it's not a yes, begin again and find a truer true.


AND THEN


Stop stepping back.


You see, this work - this is THE WORK. It is YOUR WORK. The only work in life that matters.


It's the work of integrity

It's the work of a life fully lived.

It's the work of willingness to see when you are not in alignment.

It's the work of mindfulness.

It's the work of awareness.

It's the work of commitment, to yourself

It's the work of expansion in all ares of life.


It's the work of walk the walk don't just talk the talk.

It's the work of stop dreaming it and start living it.

It's the work of inspiring others to do the same, to live their best life by you stepping into yours fully.


This thing you want. The success you desire. The experience and the feelings you long to live inside of. They all come from doing the inner work. You could call it mindset work but frankly it is SO, SO, SO much deeper and more than just mindset.


They are a result of the transformational work and ironically the duality in that is that we are not transforming anything.


We are getting you BACK to who indeed you KNOW deep down you have always been and are launching you into the life that you KNOW is waiting for you.

Remember,

Life is not meant to be hard. Let it be easy!

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PS It's time to actualize it. It's time to bring it into being. It's time to stop thinking about it and start living it. If you're ready to do it...actually ready...finally,reach out. There is space for 5 people ONLY.

  • 5 people

  • 4 weeks

  • You Pressing GO

  • No stepping back

If you are one of them, reach out HERE and we will see if you are a fit.

That pic above was the first time we fully hit GO. I'll never forget it and what we learned is that once you let it be easy once.... that's the only thing that there is space for.

"When you stop making things complicated, thins stop being complicated" AP

If you're ready, reach out right HERE



HOW TO MAKE IT HAPPEN

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I used to wonder if in fact I was nothing more than an unrealistic dreamer. What if 10 years from now I look back and suddenly realize I’d waisted all this time trying to make it happen? There was nothing left to try, everyone was laughing at me and I was still looked at as the one that was unrealistic, the one that ran from one thing to another, the one that should have just…?

HOW COULD I KNOW for SURE? How could I move forward? How could I make it HAPPEN?

There was so much pressure, constantly having to prove myself and my worth…that’s what it felt like.

Silently I was plotting out all the ways I could one day say, “told you so”

HOW IN THE HELL WAS I ACTUALLY GOING TO MAKE IT HAPPEN THOUGH?

In the event you had said to me - “stop worrying about it because even after you retire your husband, write the book, design and implement a unique farming model in your province and have worked with the leading professionals in your industry, you will still feel like you have to prove it to them” - I’d have told you to get your head checked.

Your nuts!

And then there I was, having that very experience. Grasping at straws, trying to make it work, searching for answers, implementing everything I could think of, mimicking anyone who slightly resembled success and suddenly I realized, if I didn’t STOP all of this I would absolutely look back 10 years from now and realize I’d waisted all this time “trying” to make it happen.

Trying was not going to cut it for me and I knew that if I was going to MAKE IT HAPPEN that it wasn’t going to be following the typical business practices.

In fact what I knew was, IF I was going to make it happen - the fastest and most direct way to MAKE IT HAPPEN would be to REMOVE all business from it….. that felt like the most freedom I had experienced in years.


Could you imagine. Build a business that consisted of no business! Unrealistic? ….. well if the shoe fits! And I certainly slipped it on with ease.

I was feeling pretty foot loose and fancy free. 

I could literally feel it HAPPENING inside of me. I always knew it could and would happen, but I never dreamt it would be by stopping doing what I was doing. I always preached work smarter not harder. I had always systematized and strategized and optimized the hell out of both of those two things. (how else does a lone farmer only work 5 hours a day and feed 25 families 🙄)

I wouldn’t have thought building a business without doing businesses was going to bring me to a life of pulling our kids out of school and traveling with my family for three months a year. Or watching my husband and son get their pilots license and fly around the skies year round as they are harnessed to a wing and flying free. Or meet the most incredible, determined, motivated, driven, passionate women I have ever met. Or transform lives and relationship through simple sharings. Those things hadn’t even come to mind back then, they were way to far ahead of me.

I WOULD have thought that to make that happen, would require twice the hustle, dozens more hours a week, tens of thousands more dollars, a team to support me, and a horseshoe…. (for the lucky break)


Not even close.


Let’s go backwards for a moment.

This is the fascinating thing (and this is a little insider tip for how you actually make it happen, so listen up). I stopped trying to MAKE it happen.

I literally sat in my yoga studio one day with my journal in hand and the words, “what if you simply showed up fully and completely every single day, invited others on the journey and were handsomely compensated for it?” landed on my page!

Now if that doesn't stun a 15 year entrepreneur, I’m not sure what would.

There I sat for the following three days letting it percolate. What does it mean, how might it look, could it possibly work, HOW DO I MAKE THAT HAPPEN?

I started to review my previous 8 years of business and there it was, all laid out in front of me. THAT was precisely what I had been doing all along. I knew exactly how to do it. In fact it was the only thing I’d ever known how to do. (ask any of my store employees, I’m certain they will tell you I was a heart and soul hustler and all business went by the way side)

It may sound crazy but what I was guided to do was in fact what I had ALWAYS done and yet was totally unaware of.

I suddenly KNEW what had happened, why the struggle, why the wonder if in fact I was nothing more than an unrealistic dreamer. Why it was feeling so hard and impossible, why my bank account was moving in reverse, why nothing seemed to be working no matter how many hours I put in.

I stopped trusting that I KNEW EXACTLY what to do.

I stopped FOLLOWING MYSELF.

I stopped believing it COULD BE THAT EASY

I stopped doing WHAT I HAD ALWAYS DONE

I had started watching THEM

I had started listening to THEM

I had started following THEM

I had started focusing on THEM

I had started to BECOME THEM!!!!!!!!

I had done exactly what you are doing. The difference is I had 15 years experience, I “should” have saw it happening. Chances are what you are currently doing, is what you have been told you need to do and you are simply trusting with blind faith (fair enough, but time to stop).

More importantly, I turned it around within DAYS.

I got back to the business of being ANGIE P, I showed up as me, shamelessly sharing all my flaws and faults, vulnerably sharing the ups and downs of life…..ruffling many feathers along the way, saying things as they are, dropping the fluff and BS, challenging the nonsense that is assumed to be growing you into success, making the complicated easy, offering the Coles Notes version of it it all, because…. well smatter not harder - strategized, systematized and optimized. And naturally because life is not meant to be hard.

So #LETITBEEASY

I wasn’t worrying about if I was doing it right. I wasn’t worried about if I was going to convince you to buy something. I wasn't manipulating anyone to get them on a list. I wasn't using lack mindset strategies to play to your pain points. I wasn’t making it about having to BECOME ANYTHING.

I didn’t plan what I was going to be doing 6 months down the road. WHY? Because I didn’t know who the hell I was going to be in 6 months time. What I did know was that if I just kept showing up AS ME every dam day….. 6 months from now would take care of itself!

I didn’t try to be anything. I showed up as me.  99% of the time hair on point and 99.9% of the time earrings on because well… if you know me - I don’t feel human without those two things. Side note - I was caught in public once straight out of the barn by a very high end client and well let’s just say it traumatized me 😂

It all began to HAPPEN because I was tapping into EXACTLY what I was meant to be doing. I was aligned with the EXACT person I always was but had not yet stepped into being. IT ALL HAPPENED when I began to LET it happen and STOPPED trying to MAKE it happen. (don’t kid yourself here, this part has nothing to do with sitting back and doing nothing!)

The three months trips, watching my husband and son get their pilots license and fly around the skies year round, meeting the most incredible, determined, motivated, driven, passionate women I have ever met, transforming lives and relationships through simple sharings… It’s all a byproduct of the EXACTIFICATION of being you.  (no I did not spell it wrong, I created the word 😉)

Of course there is more to it than just showing up being you. Because let’s be real, at this point you are probably sitting there saying to yourself “I am being me Angie, and it’s not working so, you’re full of it.”

However if you are one of the few still reading… in which case you will be one of the few who know you are going to MAKE IT HAPPEN because you have followed along this far and let’s be honest I’m talking all about myself which to many will feel a little snobbish or holier than thou. Many have been taught to make it all about the potential client that they are trying to convince they are fit for and in turn will be wondering when on earth I will get to the point……

BAM 💥….hello….that was the point! If you are going to make it happen. YOU are the POINT and that is actually and factual exactly what is going to MAKE IT HAPPEN.

Me, well I just came into this world with the understanding that I was going to do what I wanted to do. Seemingly I would arrive with the ability to push buttons, to first piss em off and them have them standing there saying “how in the hell did you just make that happen?”

I’ll never forget wanting to be a fashion designer at 8 yrs old. Begging to use my mom’s sewing machine. Her freaking out with worry saying “absolutely not” and me promptly going to a friends after school only for her mom to pull out her sewing machine and me whipping up pretty dam fancy purse (not to mention lined and all), never having touched a sewing machine or needle before. I pranced home with that thing slung over my shoulder proud as punch AND was promptly grounded and scolded for doing such a thing. Because you know, “you could have put the needle through your finger and how do you think her mom would have felt knowing it was her fault she let you use the machine”🙄

Naturally the only logical outcome from that was - several orders from friends and from my friends parents. Of course at which time my praises were then sung.

I have always believed and understood I could make it happen. It has never been something I am available to question. I have always expected it to happen as imagined just like I expect tomorrow to be Monday.

Regardless of if it was running away from home at 16.

Getting my ass through school AS A FASHION DESIGNER with a surprise first born after the first year. 

Designing, launching and selling my own clothing line.

Raising 4 children off of 25,000 a year for years

Moving beyond major mental and physical traumas

Writing and publishing a book

Founding a chain of boutique stores

Designing an entire farm model for a province.

Surviving bankruptcy

Rebuilding and reestablishing my life after PSTD

Building an online business that allows me to travel the world for months at a time.

Raising my children to know that they can make anything HAPPEN.


It’s just who I am at the core.

I didn’t choose to be this way, it’s how I came into this world.

For whatever reason I just know how to MAKE IT HAPPEN, some may call it stubborn but those that know me… know it goes WAY beyond that.

Somehow, for some reason people know that about me. Or maybe they just sense it and maybe that’s because they are my soul tribe (ok remove the maybe) they are my soul tribe. When something is bad…. real bad… the messages pour in, the request are made, they know that together we can make it happen. They know they get exactly what they need to get and that what is meant to happen is EXACTLY what will HAPPEN as a result of our time together. 

The magic is, they KNOW what is meant to HAPPEN for them before they ever come to me. They know what they EXPECT to HAPPEN before they come to me and therefore we simply MAKE IT HAPPEN.

Because….there is no other available option.

It’s those that KNOW what is meant to happen for them.

It’s those that EXPECT what they desire to happen for them

It’s those who are willing to STOP trying to make it happen and instead let it HAPPEN…

That share the results I live.

What I hadn’t realized all of those years is that, that is EXACTLY what I was doing. It was unconscious and unintentional at the time, it just happened.

NOW…. well now it is the EXACTIFICATION of making it HAPPEN that is what let’s me not only repeat it but also share it with you. 

My purposeful hustle and productive flow have been the design of how to MAKE IT HAPPEN.

It has never JUST happened. I’ve learned how to MAKE it happen. I’ve had to lock it in. I’ve had to unlearn everything that I was conditioned to learn. I have done the work, the mindset work, the personal growth work, the spiritual growth work, the sit your ass on a cushion in silence for 30 days in India work. I have uncovered what was holding me back and have unleashed what let’s it be easy.

So many of my clients, just like you are out there hustling, doing all the things, putting in the time, putting in the money, nose to the grind, working a day job while doing the side gig at night, they show up non-stop and yet their feeling like…

There is nothing to show for it. They cannot get ahead. There is no seemingly logical reason for their lack of results.

If right now you are thinking, “yup I can relate” and if the one day way of thinking - is starting to feel like a time you don’t in fact have time for!

I’m right here.

I know EXACTLY where you are, I know EXACTLY how you feel and I know EXACTLY why it’s happening.

And I am beyond happy to tell you how to shift it NOW.

What still shocks me today is that I had NO IDEA what it was that was keeping me stuck in this business. I was doing all of the “things” I needed to be doing. I did’t have a CLUE why after all that I had invested - both time and money, that I was doing nothing more than spinning my wheels. 

I knew what I wanted. I knew I would make it happen. I was hell bent on having it and frankly, if you’re not hell bent on having it. If your not unapologetic in saying I AM GOING TO MAKE IT HAPPEN, you are not feeling worthy of having it (and that is the main reason you are stuck)

You are hustling 

You feel like your in flow

So what’s the deal.

PURPOSEFUL Hustle and PRODUCTIVE Flow is what you are missing and those are VERY, VERY (I’ll say it again, very) different things that hustle and flow.

You think you have to hustle so you do and then you burn out, whops you think maybe just chilling and hanging out in a feeling of flow will bring your vibe  and energy up and get you some results. You play ping pong with yourself bouncing from one to the other.

Now Purposeful Hustle that’s an entirely different thing. There is NO do for doing sake. There is NO must do, should do or gotta do.

Productive Flow… flow and doing nothing , nope not a match, quite the opposite. Your chilling vibe, just hanging out, waiting for things to feel more flow like so you can jump back into hustle when your vibe is up…. it is never gonna work.

Think strategized, systematized, optimized, truest version of YOU

The Exactification of WHO YOU ARE.

#WHOELSEISTHERE

Here is the thing.

You have to know what you want.

You have to know you are going to MAKE IT HAPPEN.

And from there you need to unapologetically claim it.

You have to to choose Purposeful Hustle.

You have to choose Productive Flow.

You have to choose BOTH simotaneously.

And then you align accordingly.

First, you have to decide you are going to make it happen and that you are going to have it. You must actively align with it and program yourself as already living it (pull out your journal) You must expect that it is happening for you already, in this very moment…and in every moment….”it gets to be easier and easier to make it all happen”….. “I am creating my next level life”… and so on. 

Get clear on how that will look, what it will include, how you will show up inside of it and then from that create your daily mantras. Journal them, think them, speak them to yourself over and over and over every single day. YOU ARE TRANSFORMING YOUR CELLULAR MEMORY, rewiring your mind.

The mind - the very thing that’s keeping you in the patterns you are currently in. You keep pressing play on the same song over and over, it’s time to change the song.

That old song. The one that says:

It’s greedy to want too more.

I need to do this first.

I’m not ready.

I don’t know how.

What if I fail?

What if I’m waisting my time?

What if I get it, only to loose it?

What will they say about me?

Other’s get to have it but I don’t.


You get to delete that track. Erase it and record a new one. 

That is exactly what I have done. But you HAVE TO BE WILLING to do the work.

The work of “right now”. Grab a pen and paper and starting listing every single track that is consciously and sub-consciously playing in your mind on repeat. List the ones you know are there but you try to cover up. (another tip, pay attention: if you aren’t willing to be honest with yourself and see it for what it is you can’t erase the dam track. Do the work, write until you are emptied of the reasons telling you, you can’t or shouldn’t)

And now you are going to begin to MAKE IT HAPPEN. Now you are going to change the track, you are going to write a new song. You are going to claim what is yours. For every reason you listed earlier now you’re going to write a NEW TRACK. What’s actually true, at the deepest core level, from the soul, from the 100% worthy, all deserving you.

List all of the NEW TRACKS you are deciding to play from this moment on. And then every single time you go back to the old song you choose again from your new list. You become aware of where you are replaying the old and you choose from the new - over and over and over again UNTIL IT IS ON AUTOMATIC REPLAY.

Here’s the thing, this IS how you Make it happen AND just as there is duality in everything, it exists here as well. You CAN’T make this happen, you have to LET it happen. It happens by YOU doing the WORK. This work.

I know you desperately want it and you want it now (another tip, listen up: when your grasping at it, pushing and forcing HUSTLING - there is resistance ad desperation in you and that only keeps it further from you). The only way you are going to make it happen is to DO the work continually and then LET it happen. If you DO the work once, twice, three times and then drop the ball - well you’re waisting your time, it won’t work.

I still do the work, on repeat - EVERY DAM DAY

That’s how you,

#LETITBEEASY


And most importantly STOP trying to force it to happen.

Stop telling yourself you’ve done everything and it’s not working.

Stop the start and stop cycle of trying and giving up.


COMMIT to MAKING IT HAPPEN and then LET IT HAPPEN.

When you know EXACTY what you need to do and EXACTLY how to do it - you get to strategize and systematize and then you get to optimize them both SO THAT…. it all happens QUICKER, SOONER, FASTER every single time!

Because what it comes down to is, if you want it to happen for REAL, you have to be the person that is going to make it happen.


Remember,

Life is not meant to be hard. Let it be easy.

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PS the EXACATIFICATION SMACKDOWN is coming, my latest straight up, no fluff, super low cost and made specifically for YOU, and it’s all around BEING THE PERSON WHO MAKES IT HAPPEN

The Exactification Smackdown: A 5 day smackdown with Angie P, to step into the mindset and strategy of crushing your goals for driven, hell-bent hustlers who are ready to get results.

We will not be mindlessly hustling

We will not be doing for doing sake or for because they said you need to sake.

You will be perfecting PURPOSEFUL HUSTLE 

You will be tapping into PRODUCTIVE FLOW

And you WILL make it happen, which of course you already know because you have always believed that you would, you simply have not known exactly how to do it.

Also? We are going to discipline your ass to tap in and do ONLY and EXACTLY what needs to be done, in order to let it happen with ease - the way it dam well should. What else would you want?!?!

Drop me something below if you need to be a part of this and you’ll get the down low!

WHEN YOU'RE NOT LIVING THE LIFE YOU KNOW YOU DESERVE, THIS IS PROBABLY WHY

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No longer putting off, postponing or procrastinating doing the things that expand, grow and transform my life and business. Sounds so easy. You sing it as though it's a cheer that you personally created. And then it all falls flat.

Getting sucked into the mindless scroll while just checking in for a minute, (because the world may have changed while you were away) to see what's going on. An hour latter (or more) and you’re now at the depths of the deep black hole.

You've not only NOT grown, expanded or transformed but you have chosen to sit stagnant in the same shit you've sat in for ages all while wondering when will I catch a break, when will it be my turn, when will success knock on my door?

You whine and complain to yourself about wishing you had more energy. You hear the conversation on repeat in your head about how one day you are going to live the life of your dreams. You tell yourself you know exactly what you need to do and that you're the only one standing in your way.

And yet....

You choose and decide daily to keep doing all the things that sabotage you rather than stepping directly into what will expand, grow and transform your life.

So then clearly, you love and adore feeling exactly the way you feel. Clearly you are passionate about feeling stuck and stagnant. Obviously what you truthfully desire is to stay right where you are.....

NOOOOO???

So then shit or get off the pot.

This is getting ridiculous.

Stop being such a hypocrite.

Enough pretending.

No more avoiding.

Drop the excuses.

Rationalize and justify no longer.

OWN IT..... I am a fraud.

I say I want white yet I run to black.

I claim I am worthy but will not allow myself to have it.

I preach when the time is right I will.... and then I ensure the time is never right.

All of this has been my truth at different times.

All of this has stirred frustration, resentment and anxiety inside of me at different times.

All of this has left me wanting to scream at myself different times.

Rationalization and justification were my sidekicks. They made it ALL ok. They made me feel good.

UNTIL I was willing to see the truth of what I was doing.

Truth often SUCKS, especially your own truth directed at yourself.

Real, raw, vulnerable truth.

The kind that leads you straight towards...

Expansion - Growth - Transformation

There is only one thing that you need even more than you need truth and that is discipline.

Discipline to repeatedly hold yourself accountable to seeing your truth. To seeing your excuses. To seeing your lies. To seeing what you are CHOOSING which in fact is in direct opposition to what you say you want.

So what's it going to be?

Are you going to commit to the mindless scroll hours a day?

Are you going to commit to validating your worth and your work by the # of likes you get?

Are you going to commit to distracting yourself dozens of times a day?

Are you going to commit to why you can't right now, not yet?

Are you going to commit to using others as your escape?

Or just maybe, is it actually now time?

Time to commit to your inner work for hours a day.

Time to commit to validating your worth and your work by how you show up daily.

Time to commit to seeing when you are getting sucked in dozens of times a day.

Time to commit to it's time, right now.

Time to commit to showing up in your own life so that others can grow, expand and transform their lives as well - thanks to you?

So what's it going to be?

What do you have to gain by continuing the way you are?

What can you expect things to look like if you repeatedly choose the way you have been?

For how long are you willing to buy into your own excuses?

There are all kinds of reasons people fall into this way of existing, if you can even call it that. It's not really their fault. They are just doing what everyone else is doing, they've gotten sucked in.

You on the other hand, I know are not a follower. You are a leader, one that desires to make a difference in the lives of others. One that is committed to truth in all forms.

You have a willingness to see what needs to be seen in order to grow, expand and transform your life. It begins here and now. The opportunity for you to do so is right here. Get to the truth of the matter, rip the bandaid off, stop trying to protect yourself from yourself and dive in.

Don't allow yourself to do one more thing, don't get off your chair, don't check a notification, don't get out of the car, don't pour a coffee until you make yourself answer these questions.

What do you have to gain by continuing the way you are?

What can you expect things to look like if you repeatedly choose the way you have been?

For how long are you willing to buy into your own excuses?

The purpose of these questions, which I would highly suggest you journal on daily....up until a time that you cannot only see but also feel how ridiculous it all is and you begin to laugh at yourself for ever thinking it was a good idea to play these games with yourself.

Is to allow you to see that indeed the stories you had been telling yourself, the excuses you were making, the distractions you were engaging in were just that. Once you sit with all of this and allow the truth to be seen and felt you will automatically begin to choose actions and efforts that will indeed grow, expand and transform your life..... because you will see that for you there is no other option.

You are not someone who continually self sabotages once you have seen what you are doing. You demand of yourself to grow, expand and transform. It's what you do, it's who you are.

The clearer you get on all of this, the deeper truths you are willing to admit, the easier it becomes to act from alignment and to know what actions need to be taken that you have been avoiding.

And once you have answered those questions (AND NOT UNTIL) begin to answer these: (daily, until you live the results you are expecting)

What I choose to consciously commit to is...

By disciplining myself and not allowing myself to get sucked into distractions I can expect.....

By committing to my inner work first {every day} without exception I can expect....

By committing to continually be aware of when I am getting sucked in and then returning to aligned action I can expect....

What the hell is the Inner Work Angie?!?!

Get to the truth of you every single day.

Learn who you are beyond what the mind and ego wold have you believe.

Align with soul and hear what you're being told and guided to do in every minute.

The perfect place to dive into all of that is RIGHT HERE.

365 days of FREE Soul Upgrades.

Short, sweet, to the point POWERFUL, LIFE CHANGING, EXPANDING journal/contemplation prompts.

Remember,

Life’s not meant to be hard. Let it be easy

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The women inside are experiencing brand new ways of accessing their next level but not only new ways. They have realized how EASY it truly is.

Not that I am surprised however it excites me to no end to hear that they are returning to the daily work over and over going deeper and deeper each time.

If you’re just stepping into moving beyond the mind and learning how to feel into soul guidance you may need all the details. Grab them here

CHOOSE, BECAUSE NOT CHOOSING IS A CHOICE

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How many times have they said, can’t you make up your mind?

How many times have they asked, why do you keep changing gears?

How many times have they made you feel like you were the most haphazard, unfocused individual out there?

How many times has that left you:

second-guessing yourself,

thinking you should just sit your ass down and get a real job,

or even worse….

accept that “this is it” and stop (what they think is) searching for more?

Don’t you feel bad for them?

They will never have the experience of following their soul.

They won’t get to enjoy that feeling of stepping into who they truly are.

They can’t feel the very real possibilities in life.

They are terrified to say yes just in case they can’t do it.

They need guaranteed security in a way that shackles them to the exact thing that is keeping them from what they actually desire. They live inside of fear daily.

Fear of not being enough

Fear of not having enough

Fear of failing

Fear of being judged

Fear of people abandoning them

Let’s just call a spade a spade - they have a FEAR OF LIVING.

Because frankly all of those things are going to happen in this thing called life….. eventually.

So you can let those fears run you OR you can learn to RUN WITH THEM 😉

I know your one of the few who chooses the second option.

But those that question you, frown upon you, worry about you and cause you to question yourself…. they opt for the first.

Soul led creatives are people who embody:

Willingness

Self awareness

Self responsibility

Trust/Faith

Discipline

Steadfastness

Tenacity

We are rebels at heart, unintentionally sometimes, intentionally other times.

Why….

Because we are committed to our purpose.

Because we know why we are here.

Because settling terrifies our soul.

Because stagnation feels like death.

Because we know what is already ours and...

WE ARE GOING TO HAVE IT - ALL OF IT

And we are unapologetic about it.

We have dissolved the conditioned belief that to want more is greedy.

We know that actually and factually self first is not selfish but in fact IS necessary.

We have stepped into and over the discomfort of allowing what others think to hold us back.

We know that to do ALL of that….. gives others the courage, strength and PERMISSION (that they think they need) to do the same.

You know what you want in life.

You know what lites you up.

You know exactly what you need to do to get there.

You know you are beyond capable.

You know you have the courage and the strength.

You know that it's all waiting for you.

You know there is nothing difficult about it.

You've just forgotten how to access it, you've forgotten how to listen for the answers, you've forgotten how to align with your soul.

You have realized there is a piece of you that get's caught up in what they think.

You have realized that what you say you know and believe vs how you live them out are not a match.

You have realized that you are making it harder and more complicated than it needs to be.

You have realized that it's time to 100% back yourself.

You have realized that to live a soul aligned life and business is to collapse time, release the idea that you need to do anything, let yourself off the hook for having to figure out the how and to step directly into what you've been working so dam hard to achieve.

A Soul aligned life and business has nothing to do with thinking, it has nothing to do with figuring out, it has nothing to do with sitting on a meditation cushion all day, it has nothing to do with woo woo or mystical (it can certainly feel magical when you step into it, I call it Super Flow), it has nothing to do with anyone telling you what to do or how to become successful, it has nothing to do with visualizing, planning, stratagizing, mapping out, thinking about in advance (not even 20 minutes in advance), creating a calender, goals, resolutions or hopes.

It has nothing to do with ALL OF THE THINGS you have been doing that actually and factually are KEEPING YOU FROM what you have been so intently working towards.

Some of what you've been doing may be slowly (as in turtles pace) moving you forward but Soul Led Creatives are not about turtles pace.

They are about the most direct route. They live in the 5D world where they know time does not exist.... GASP. Which actually means there is no need to try, work towards, work up to, do a-b and c before just stepping into the dam thing. It also means they know they have the answers of knowing EXACTLY what THEY need to do to 100% back themselves and live that life.

Here, I'll give you a tangible experience of it and you can have your own truth.

While many will (or have) spend(t) several days and possibly weeks creating a vision board, setting resolutions, choosing words, creating there yearly calender, reviewing their past year, reconsidering it all over and over while wondering what they should add or subtract.

You can ask yourself this - what do I need to do right now to live Next Level Me, in life, in love, in business? Now go do it.

Where do you think they will be two weeks from now and where do you think you will be two weeks from now if you each do the above daily for the next two weeks ?!?!

Turtles pace or collapse time ..... if you truly want next level you, you need to choose which one your going to align yourself with.

Remember,

Life's not meant to be hard. Let it be easy.

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P.S If you haven't already claimed your spot I have no idea why not, but you need to now. BONUS content begins to be dropped into the course tomorrow. Turtles pace OR collapse time?!?!

NEXT LEVEL YOU - because you have decided.

So here’s there thing that many “successful individuals” rarely share.

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This shit is not at all, all roses.

2018 was a fabulous year, I remember the day my pen journaled on my page I would live in another country 3 months a year. That was at the end of 2015. And here we are completing 2018 with me having done exactly that. ✅

It was 2017 when my pen would write, “what if you simply showed up authentically as 100% you and invited others along the journey and were handsomely compensated for it?” ✅

On an on it goes, the checks beside the words that landed on my journal pages, unknown to me feels great.

The  ✅’s are amazing and exciting and incredible and DON”T HAPPEN BY THEMSELVES.

What they don’t tell you is that between the checks there is a lot of crap that needs to be shovelled.


It’s not all pretty and exciting.

There are days when we don’t feel like it.

There are day’s that we are too exhausted.

There are days that other people need us so much that there is nothing left on reserve for ourselves.


These are the days that many, dare I say most…. throw in the towel. Why? Because, if you don’t recognize what’s happening, if you get so far down the rabbit hole you can’t see the light, if you do not know how to change direction and change it fast, it is all consuming.


I have lived both my dreams and my demons. I am ULTRA human. I am humble. I am an EXTRA - ordinary, human. NOT an extraordinary one.


And through it all what I have learned on a cellular level is, 


YOU GET TO CHOOSE WHEN IT STOPS BEING SO DARM HARD.

YOU GET TO CHOOSE WHEN YOU WILL STOP LETTING IT CONSUME YOU.

YOU GET TO CHOOSE WHEN YOU WILL BEGIN TO TRUST THAT IT CAN BE EASY.


Trust is a choice YOUR CHOICE.


If there is anyone that has the right to speak about trust it is ME and I certainly would not have chosen to have that right. If we were to look at nothing else but the two most all consuming things of this year…


This year I had to trust that a 9 year old car accident that went to trial would not leave us owing 1.3 million dollars. A court case my husband would have to testify at DURING OUR 2 MONTHS IN BALI. Which would mean he had to fly back to Canada and then back to Bail again.


So how does that break down?

Trust that you will still have a home.

Trust that somehow you will be able to feed your family.

Trust that you can keep yourself contained in a way that will not worry the children.

Trust that you should continue living and not start stock piling every cent you have.

Trust that you can connect to your soul and stay in the energy you need to be in to do your work.

Trust that you can somehow stay healthy and not relapse into ptsd and anxiety.

Trust that your marriage will survive the stress of it all.

Trust that you should still go on said trip as it was booked before the trial date was set.

Trust that in the points of complete panic you will be able to pull yourself out of it and come back to trust.

Trust that trusting is enough.


That trust brought forward - us not owing a dime and his flight to go back and forth and hotel accommodations were paid for in full by the insurance company.


To trust something that you have no evidence or good reason to trust is NOT a natural instinct, it is a learned way of showing up in this world.


This year I had to trust that after being hit by a drunk driver 8 years ago my court case would be settled out of court and I could breathe again rather than it going to trial. I had to trust that for whatever reason I had to live being broken down and torn apart by the drunk drivers insurance lawyers. 


I had to experience sitting in a room where they tell you your a fraud, with then watching you for 8 years, with them telling you that they see you smile on social media, that they are going to find your clients and tell them you are a fake when you say your life is good. 


I had to trust that experiencing that was the exact example I needed of what people do when they are not comfortable with you being comfortable and grounded in yourself. 


I had to experience knowing that if I went to trial I was 100% at risk, that no one would insure my case as it wasn’t strong enough (who knew there was such a thing) that my cost at that point was well beyond $200,000 and if I was not found to have life long/altering injury then I got to foot the bill for my side and theirs. 


What a joke who wants the label of life long injury, I’m smarter than that, be careful what you call in. I had to trust my soul when it was in direct opposition to my own lawyer and say, “NO! THIS IS HOW THIS IS GOING TO GO.”


The case settled, no court, they paid out, don’t get excited I got $7,500 which was exactly half of what it cost me out of pocket for treatments after the accident.

Never was I in it for the financial gain. I was sucked into in a way that was not in integrity, it looked nothing like what was explained to me and in the end I knew if they didn’t settle (which why would they, we had already had two pre trials and they refused) I couldn’t even afford to bail on the case financially. I’ve always been an all or nothing gal, but this was beyond anything I would have played my cards on. TRUST was the only available option.


I could go on and on with all the everyday this and that that could have sent me into a tail spin this year, all the reasons I could have bailed, all the reasons many would say I should have… but the simple fact is - 


I trust,


and in the moments I find myself in anything other than trust, what do I do?


Come back to trust.


Trust is a choice.


The only time you will ever be certain that you actually have the faith you think you have is when there is absolutely no other option than to believe.


So there it is, it’s been an absolutely incredible year and probably not in the ways you might have expected me to brag about it.


The moment that stands out most in my mind this year was running into an old friend after getting back from Bali. His greeting was, “hey how are ya, life’s hard egh?” 

He was just being his sarcastic self. Naturally he had no idea of anything except the glorious moments and thought he was a real smart ass.

I responded “Ya!” He looked at me side ways and I followed up with, “when you make it that way”.


I believe that with every cell in my body.


It is what it is and that’s all that it is, in any given moment.


We can choose to create a story around it or we can choose trust. Both are a choice.


So thank you 2018 for teaching me lessons I never asked to learn.


Thank you for shaking me to the core.


Thank you for teaching me what standing in your truth no matter how many millions it may literally cost you is ALWAYS the right thing to do.


Thank you for teaching me that I have what it takes, I am more than enough, I am allowed to take up space, it is safe to show up and speak up and that I GET TO DECIDE what I’m going to choose and I get to expect it to look exactly as I expect it to look.

2019 Next Level You - let’s do this

Remember,

Life is not meant to be hard, let it be easy.

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PS - Next Level You is not something that is available to a select few. YOU have to choose to trust, to open to yourself, to commit to doing the work, to looking into what you may not be used to looking into.

You have to choose to see ALL THAT YOU ARE. You have to want more of you in this world. You have to be ready to say:

I have what it takes, I am more than enough, I am allowed to take up space, it is safe to show up and speak up and that I GET TO DECIDE what I’m going to choose and I get to expect it to look exactly as I expect it to look.

Next Level You - it’s waiting for you right HERE