success

Excavating the YOU that exists beneath the self doubt

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You've done it.

You have proof that you can do it again and yet without fail...

Somehow just when you start to rip it up and step in fully there it is.

The self doubt, the questioning, the wondering, the comparing, the what will they think.

With all of that comes the chaos of life, someone needs your attention NOW, shit hits the fan, you have a blowout with a friend or partner.

That sinking feeling you know so well. There it is once again. It was only moments earlier that you felt like you were soaring and them BAM.

It's as though it happens on cue.

Every time you get a little braver. Every time you step a little further. Every time you begin to taste it a little more fully, it all comes to a roaring halt.

The self doubt created by someone elses words.
The second guessing of, why is it so easy for them and yet I do the same thing and it's not happening for me?
The wondering of why every time things start to feel good, it all comes crashing down.
The comparing of your work and how you do it, to their work and how they do it.
The thoughts of what will they say, will they respond, will this work, what will they think.

It all leaves you standing there frozen. You've lost your momentum. You can't seem to get yourself motivated to get back in the game. 

AND

When you finally do... you start back at the start, trying something new and hoping that THIS TIME it will work.

We have all been there. It is the natural progression of finally stepping into a fully aligned life.

It is what filters out those that are going to make a difference and be the change, from those that will continue to spin until the last wheel falls off and they just throw in the towel.

Very few are here for the duration.
Very few are doing the actual work they are meant to do.
Very few will continue to show up until the point of finally surrendering to the fact that beneath all that shit....THERE YOU ARE.
Very few will excavate the fluff and BS they have been using to cover themselves up with - in hopes that it will protect them from feeling anything but success and wonderful.

The thing is, until your willing to go to the place where:
You can see the games you play with yourself.
You can detect the BS your own mind is feeding you.
You can align and get to the truth of what has been keeping you right where you are....

You will remain where you stand. 
The start and stop will continue.
The boom and bust will be forever more. 
The cha cha your dancing with yourself will be never ending.

Your last wheel will eventually fall off and you'll throw the towel on the floor.

The self doubt others place upon you.
The questioning of why is it working for them and not for me.
Those that suddenly need you now.
The chaos of life.
The blowout that throws you off course.

It's all self perpetuated.

You have created and will continue to create this cycle until such a time that you are willing to surrender to the fact that - THERE YOU ARE. You are the only one stopping it and YOU are the only one that can transform it.

Are you going to make a difference and be the change or will you continue to spin until the last wheel falls off and just throw in the towel?

If you are going to be one of us, one that is here for the duration, one that is doing what they are truly meant to be doing. If you are going to make a difference and end this start and stop - self sabotage game you're going to need to do a few things.

You're going to have to get real with exactly where you are in this moment.

You're going to have to be willing to see what you have been doing to keep you right where you are.

You're going to have to learn how to act from alignment. I'm not talking the froufrou version of this feels good to me, or I like how this feels, or I desire to feel like this nonsense.

That has nothing to do with alignment. Making choices based on what feels good has zero relation to actually aligning with your highest, truest version of you and acting from that place.

Let's be honest for a moment. If you were already living the life and doing the work that you say you want to be experiencing....would you be making the same choices today in order to maintain and sustain that success?

No you absolutely would not AND if you say you would I call straight up unapologetic BULLSHIT.

The simple fact is, if what you are currently doing was going to bring you to that life - you would currently be living it. And you are not, therefore you would not. It's not arguable, it's a mute point.

That being said, at least 50% of those reading this will argue it because the idea of looking at where they suck STINGS LIKE HELL. They are in the grouping of - continue to spin until the last wheel falls off and then just throw in the towel?

Surrender to the fact that you'd rather be comfortable than be aligned, see it for what it is, flip it around and MAKE A DIFFERENCE. Or don't.

Either way you will know what to expect and the mysteriousness of your next chaotic set back seemingly happening on cue, will no longer be mysterious.

We really dove into this today in the 90 second interval training. If you were there, you are one that will make a difference. If you didn't catch it and want the replay go grab it HERE

Remember,
Life is not meant to be hard. Let it be easy.

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PS. Generalization is the death of your success. 
Discipline your ass to tap in and do ONLY and EXACTLY what needs to be done, tap in to the exact aligned actions you need to follow. 

In this work we: 

Will not be worrying about what others want
Will not be trying to ensure they feel connected to you
Will not be focusing on what you know they need
Will not be creating what you hope they like

You can forget about all of that, because they are organically and authentically drawn into your every word….the ones that are meant to be with you that is. They have no idea who you are, they have no idea where you have been, nor do they care. 

What they KNOW is you ARE THE EXACT PERSON FOR THEM.

And they know because you have tapped in, aligned and TURNED YOUR TRUEST SELF on.

Stop staying comfortable. 
Stop playing small. 
Stop believing you don't know because….

YOU MOST CERTAINLY DO KNOW.

We will not be mindlessly hustling
We will not be doing for doing sake or for because they said you need to sake.

You will be perfecting PURPOSEFUL HUSTLE 
You will be tapping into PRODUCTIVE FLOW

The Exactification of it all is Purposeful Hustle and Productive Flow.

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Are You Willing To Find who you ACTUALLY in fact are?

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I’ve tried to be so many dam things. One thing here, another thing there.

I'd hear something that resonated deeply that someone else said or did and I was like YUP that's me. And then I"d try that. It felt right for a bit.....

Until, I'd hear someone else say something that resonated and I'd be like, YUP that's me.

It was the "YUP that's me" disease.

Now, there were aspects of each that were true and real to me. They were all PIECES of me. The thing is I flip flopped between them. It left a feeling of incompleteness, uncertainty, fragmentation, a knowing that in fact I was not being "ME" at all.

Hippie

Farmer

Passionate yoga teacher

Spiritual guide

Hard core business coach

So many things, all amazing incredible things, all things that I’m passionate about.

HOWEVER what I know now, is that when I dove into them and tried to be anyone of them 100% I was grasping at what I hopped would feel true and real for me AND that would be accepted by others.

I was only being a piece of me at a time. My work became disjointed. It felt like work. I felt like I was in the business of trying to convince. I felt like a circus act screaming LOOK AT ME, I'm over here and when they didn't look - I'd grasp at the next piece.

It's that grasping at straws, hoping something will stick method.

It's the long route that leads to a dead end where burn out lives beside passionless purpose.

So if those were all pieces of me, what's the big deal, why didn't it work and what else would you do?

What did I realize?

IN FACT what I was doing was hiding from and pushing down what was and is actually and factually me out of a fear of being too much, too loud, too brash, too controversial, too ME.

So if those "pieces" were all part of me and I was to bring it all together marrying everything that I stood for, everything that I know to be true and real through my own experience. If I stopped fearing being too much, too loud, too brash, too controversial, too ME.

What would that mean and how would that look?

Hello, I'm right here. What you see is what you get.

You'll rarely be confused as to what I'm all about and what I have to offer.

You will rarely find anyone else that does what I do, how I do it.

You will rarely find me attracting people who do not align with who I am, how I am and what I am simply because I'll either begin to transform their lives OR I'll piss them off and they'll run.

You see there is no middle ground. BECAUSE, I am all ME.

So the question is, why are you playing hopscotch in the middle ground trying to attract all of those that walk around thinking ahh she's ok, I'll stick around and maybe eventually she'll get to the point.

Just get to the dam point.

Over here with me, I make it super simple for you. There is no question what I do. I make the complex simple. I remove the fluff and bullshit that you cover things up with and I compassionately kick your ass straight into the life you have been wandering around looking for.

Isn't that simple? It's also why my work (aka ME) spans across all areas of your life. It's why you can come to me to sort out one area and by default we sort every area simultaneously. There is a reason, a dam good one I keep telling you to #letitbesimple

You see if your not like me you will run. And for me that is PERFECT because I'm not hear to teach or convince. I'm here to remind you and show you who you actually already are. I'm here to guide you back to that. I'm here to hand you the pitch fork and say, shovel that shit you've covered yourself up with (farmer coming out). I'm here to see what you can't see because your to close to it and nudge you to take another look from a different angle.

"like me" let's be clear, this is not about agreeing with me or believing me.

For the love of God don't believe a thing I say UNTIL you put it into practice and have your own experience of it.

LIKE ME means, hell bent, make shit happen, open, curious and willing. It also means that you KNOW it does not need to be as hard as you are making it, you likely won't know how to make it easy but that's where i come in. What it means above ALL ELSE is you are committed to doing "THE WORK" in order to get the results.

If you've not been around me long you may be saying, "I am doing the work". Stick around, it looks nothing like you would expect it to and it will bring you results that you haven't even yet dreamt up.

Let's get you started right now.

Let's find out who you ACTUALLY are.

Pull out a pen - as in right now. If you’re one of us, you actually do the work you don’t just read the words!!!

At your core, on a cellular level - what do you believe to be true? (don't think about it, just start writing)

Reflecting on your current situation (life, love, work) where are you not living inside of that belief? (if you find your mind telling you that you are....just know that if that was true you'd already have what it is you want. Stop thinking and just write until you find the answer)

What has thrown you off track and lead you down the dead end path?

There you have it, now get to the work of being you.

Stop grasping at straws in hopes something will stick.

Stop mimicking what others are doing in hopes it will work for you.

Stop worrying about if you are going to be noticed.

And get back to the truth of who you ACTUALLY are.

Remember,

Life it not meant to be hard. Let it be easy!

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STOP HANDING OUT PHOTO COPIES

You are what you need

The problem is you have your nose up in everyone else's business.

What are they up to?

What are they saying?

How are they doing it?

How can I make that work for me?

YOU CAN'T because it's not you, it's not meant to be you and it's not soul aligned for you.

You've proven it to yourself over and over and over again and yet - continually you:

Cruse the groups

Peruse their words

Dissect their actions…

and carefully craft a second hand version of the same, while screaming from the mountain tops....

HELLO WORLD I'M OVER HERE!

You've proven to yourself over and over and over again that "it" will never work for you BECAUSE YOUR STILL STANDING HERE DOING THE SAME THING REPEATEDLY.

If it worked, it would have worked by now AND more importantly you would NO LONGER need to continually repeat the process.

Now let's jump to the point...

This tactic will absolutely grab the attention of a few.

It will most certainly stroke your ego

Your mind will be beyond ecstatic

AND

Your soul will be deep inside softly whispering "AGAIN?".

You see your soul will NEVER scream for you or at you, it will continue to whisper until the day finally comes that there is NO OTHER OPTION but to sit your ass down and listen to it's whispers.

AND IT WILL HAPPEN just like tonight the moon will come out regardless of if you see it or not.

It will happen because as quick as your ego and mind are flattered....the cheerleading squad will loose their cheer, burn out will set in and your passionless purpose will no longer be fulfilling.

Cruse the groups

Peruse their words

Dissect their actions

"Again?" she whispers.

"I have so much to share!" she nudges. "Don't you trust me?" she asks. "When is it our turn?" she inquires.

She assures you, "I'll be here waiting until it get's quiet enough for you to hear me."

Dormant she sits while you continue to...

Focus on what they are doing

Try what they are trying

Ignoring her plea...

You are WHAT you need. YOU are WHO you need.

The YOU is what will endlessly fuel your passion and purpose.

The YOU is your content.

The YOU is your unique selling proposition.

The YOU is THE ONLY thing you have that NO ONE else has.

You are the ONLY thing that is NOT duplicatable (given that you are actually being authentic).

There is no rule book of doing you.

But there is a MASTER COPY.

If there is nothing else you take away from this, write this down.

"You are either being a Master Copy or You are handing out someone else's PHOTO COPIES!" © angie peladeau 2018 (because well - you know)

And that my friend is what I see spreading like WILD FIRE.

Photo copies!

"50 Shades of COPY" © angie peladeau 2018 - How long will it take for someone to knock that one off ?!?!

If you are in business to make a difference in the lives of others then it's time to dissect the most basic of business principals.

You spend 80% of your time creating 20% of your results.

You spend 20% of your time creating 80% of your results.

That has been scientifically proven, it's not up for discussion!

That being said, let's take it a step further.

When you find yourself wondering why you are not where you desire to be.

When you find yourself frustrated that you are not seeing lasting results.

When you find yourself tired of the boom and bust cycle.

STOP doing what you are spending 80% of your time doing - BEING A PHTO COPY.

That quick hit of dopamine you get, that fast ego fix, the massive mindfuck that's at play… is it really worth settling for the 20% it's bringing you?

OR

Shall you try sitting your ass down to curate your own thoughts.... while listening to your soul for the whispers that are being gifted to you? The ones that will direct you, STEP by STEP to the very SUCCESS you desire. Might that be worth actually giving AT LEAST 20% of your time to, in order to INCREASE your results by 80%

Just a thought... it's up to you.

That was my 20% for the day - sermon complete.

I was being a little facetious with that statement, but not really.

You see today was one of those days.

I had nothing to say. No agenda to draw upon. I was feeling pretty uninspired and felt like a two year old ready to have a temper tantrum screaming -” I don't want to write, I don't feel like it, why should I have to?”

I started and stopped 7 times. I made a latte, got some chocolate, face timed my daughter, i did everything I could to get out of it AND THEN it all happened effortlessly.

The fingers started typing, I got out of the way letting soul come through and TRUSTED that the Message would be the message and that, THAT was all I was required to do with my 20%.

The other 80% of my day - IT'S MINE to do as I will.

It would have been easy when I was lost for words to spend time

Crusing the groups

Perusing their words

Dissecting their actions

All in an effort to see what and how they get their 80% worth of results but the simple truth is, I would have to give 80% of my day to actually replicate their systems and words in a ay that would make any kind of lasting impact in my own business at which time I would only get 20% of their results anyhow.

So it's up to you.

"You are either being a Master Copy or You are handing out someone else's PHOTO COPIES!" © angie peladeau 2018 (because well - you know)

Remember,

Life is not meant to be hard. Let it be easy..

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PS The EXACTIFICATION SMACKDOWN has arrived.

THE MINDSET AND STRATEGY FOR CRUSHING YOUR GOALS FOR DRIVEN, HELL-BENT HUSTLERS WHO ARE READY TO GET RESULTS.

And all within the 20% - leaving you the 80% to live your life.

The 80% will be smacked right out of you.

#LETITBEEASY

HOW TO MAKE IT HAPPEN

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I used to wonder if in fact I was nothing more than an unrealistic dreamer. What if 10 years from now I look back and suddenly realize I’d waisted all this time trying to make it happen? There was nothing left to try, everyone was laughing at me and I was still looked at as the one that was unrealistic, the one that ran from one thing to another, the one that should have just…?

HOW COULD I KNOW for SURE? How could I move forward? How could I make it HAPPEN?

There was so much pressure, constantly having to prove myself and my worth…that’s what it felt like.

Silently I was plotting out all the ways I could one day say, “told you so”

HOW IN THE HELL WAS I ACTUALLY GOING TO MAKE IT HAPPEN THOUGH?

In the event you had said to me - “stop worrying about it because even after you retire your husband, write the book, design and implement a unique farming model in your province and have worked with the leading professionals in your industry, you will still feel like you have to prove it to them” - I’d have told you to get your head checked.

Your nuts!

And then there I was, having that very experience. Grasping at straws, trying to make it work, searching for answers, implementing everything I could think of, mimicking anyone who slightly resembled success and suddenly I realized, if I didn’t STOP all of this I would absolutely look back 10 years from now and realize I’d waisted all this time “trying” to make it happen.

Trying was not going to cut it for me and I knew that if I was going to MAKE IT HAPPEN that it wasn’t going to be following the typical business practices.

In fact what I knew was, IF I was going to make it happen - the fastest and most direct way to MAKE IT HAPPEN would be to REMOVE all business from it….. that felt like the most freedom I had experienced in years.


Could you imagine. Build a business that consisted of no business! Unrealistic? ….. well if the shoe fits! And I certainly slipped it on with ease.

I was feeling pretty foot loose and fancy free. 

I could literally feel it HAPPENING inside of me. I always knew it could and would happen, but I never dreamt it would be by stopping doing what I was doing. I always preached work smarter not harder. I had always systematized and strategized and optimized the hell out of both of those two things. (how else does a lone farmer only work 5 hours a day and feed 25 families 🙄)

I wouldn’t have thought building a business without doing businesses was going to bring me to a life of pulling our kids out of school and traveling with my family for three months a year. Or watching my husband and son get their pilots license and fly around the skies year round as they are harnessed to a wing and flying free. Or meet the most incredible, determined, motivated, driven, passionate women I have ever met. Or transform lives and relationship through simple sharings. Those things hadn’t even come to mind back then, they were way to far ahead of me.

I WOULD have thought that to make that happen, would require twice the hustle, dozens more hours a week, tens of thousands more dollars, a team to support me, and a horseshoe…. (for the lucky break)


Not even close.


Let’s go backwards for a moment.

This is the fascinating thing (and this is a little insider tip for how you actually make it happen, so listen up). I stopped trying to MAKE it happen.

I literally sat in my yoga studio one day with my journal in hand and the words, “what if you simply showed up fully and completely every single day, invited others on the journey and were handsomely compensated for it?” landed on my page!

Now if that doesn't stun a 15 year entrepreneur, I’m not sure what would.

There I sat for the following three days letting it percolate. What does it mean, how might it look, could it possibly work, HOW DO I MAKE THAT HAPPEN?

I started to review my previous 8 years of business and there it was, all laid out in front of me. THAT was precisely what I had been doing all along. I knew exactly how to do it. In fact it was the only thing I’d ever known how to do. (ask any of my store employees, I’m certain they will tell you I was a heart and soul hustler and all business went by the way side)

It may sound crazy but what I was guided to do was in fact what I had ALWAYS done and yet was totally unaware of.

I suddenly KNEW what had happened, why the struggle, why the wonder if in fact I was nothing more than an unrealistic dreamer. Why it was feeling so hard and impossible, why my bank account was moving in reverse, why nothing seemed to be working no matter how many hours I put in.

I stopped trusting that I KNEW EXACTLY what to do.

I stopped FOLLOWING MYSELF.

I stopped believing it COULD BE THAT EASY

I stopped doing WHAT I HAD ALWAYS DONE

I had started watching THEM

I had started listening to THEM

I had started following THEM

I had started focusing on THEM

I had started to BECOME THEM!!!!!!!!

I had done exactly what you are doing. The difference is I had 15 years experience, I “should” have saw it happening. Chances are what you are currently doing, is what you have been told you need to do and you are simply trusting with blind faith (fair enough, but time to stop).

More importantly, I turned it around within DAYS.

I got back to the business of being ANGIE P, I showed up as me, shamelessly sharing all my flaws and faults, vulnerably sharing the ups and downs of life…..ruffling many feathers along the way, saying things as they are, dropping the fluff and BS, challenging the nonsense that is assumed to be growing you into success, making the complicated easy, offering the Coles Notes version of it it all, because…. well smatter not harder - strategized, systematized and optimized. And naturally because life is not meant to be hard.

So #LETITBEEASY

I wasn’t worrying about if I was doing it right. I wasn’t worried about if I was going to convince you to buy something. I wasn't manipulating anyone to get them on a list. I wasn't using lack mindset strategies to play to your pain points. I wasn’t making it about having to BECOME ANYTHING.

I didn’t plan what I was going to be doing 6 months down the road. WHY? Because I didn’t know who the hell I was going to be in 6 months time. What I did know was that if I just kept showing up AS ME every dam day….. 6 months from now would take care of itself!

I didn’t try to be anything. I showed up as me.  99% of the time hair on point and 99.9% of the time earrings on because well… if you know me - I don’t feel human without those two things. Side note - I was caught in public once straight out of the barn by a very high end client and well let’s just say it traumatized me 😂

It all began to HAPPEN because I was tapping into EXACTLY what I was meant to be doing. I was aligned with the EXACT person I always was but had not yet stepped into being. IT ALL HAPPENED when I began to LET it happen and STOPPED trying to MAKE it happen. (don’t kid yourself here, this part has nothing to do with sitting back and doing nothing!)

The three months trips, watching my husband and son get their pilots license and fly around the skies year round, meeting the most incredible, determined, motivated, driven, passionate women I have ever met, transforming lives and relationships through simple sharings… It’s all a byproduct of the EXACTIFICATION of being you.  (no I did not spell it wrong, I created the word 😉)

Of course there is more to it than just showing up being you. Because let’s be real, at this point you are probably sitting there saying to yourself “I am being me Angie, and it’s not working so, you’re full of it.”

However if you are one of the few still reading… in which case you will be one of the few who know you are going to MAKE IT HAPPEN because you have followed along this far and let’s be honest I’m talking all about myself which to many will feel a little snobbish or holier than thou. Many have been taught to make it all about the potential client that they are trying to convince they are fit for and in turn will be wondering when on earth I will get to the point……

BAM 💥….hello….that was the point! If you are going to make it happen. YOU are the POINT and that is actually and factual exactly what is going to MAKE IT HAPPEN.

Me, well I just came into this world with the understanding that I was going to do what I wanted to do. Seemingly I would arrive with the ability to push buttons, to first piss em off and them have them standing there saying “how in the hell did you just make that happen?”

I’ll never forget wanting to be a fashion designer at 8 yrs old. Begging to use my mom’s sewing machine. Her freaking out with worry saying “absolutely not” and me promptly going to a friends after school only for her mom to pull out her sewing machine and me whipping up pretty dam fancy purse (not to mention lined and all), never having touched a sewing machine or needle before. I pranced home with that thing slung over my shoulder proud as punch AND was promptly grounded and scolded for doing such a thing. Because you know, “you could have put the needle through your finger and how do you think her mom would have felt knowing it was her fault she let you use the machine”🙄

Naturally the only logical outcome from that was - several orders from friends and from my friends parents. Of course at which time my praises were then sung.

I have always believed and understood I could make it happen. It has never been something I am available to question. I have always expected it to happen as imagined just like I expect tomorrow to be Monday.

Regardless of if it was running away from home at 16.

Getting my ass through school AS A FASHION DESIGNER with a surprise first born after the first year. 

Designing, launching and selling my own clothing line.

Raising 4 children off of 25,000 a year for years

Moving beyond major mental and physical traumas

Writing and publishing a book

Founding a chain of boutique stores

Designing an entire farm model for a province.

Surviving bankruptcy

Rebuilding and reestablishing my life after PSTD

Building an online business that allows me to travel the world for months at a time.

Raising my children to know that they can make anything HAPPEN.


It’s just who I am at the core.

I didn’t choose to be this way, it’s how I came into this world.

For whatever reason I just know how to MAKE IT HAPPEN, some may call it stubborn but those that know me… know it goes WAY beyond that.

Somehow, for some reason people know that about me. Or maybe they just sense it and maybe that’s because they are my soul tribe (ok remove the maybe) they are my soul tribe. When something is bad…. real bad… the messages pour in, the request are made, they know that together we can make it happen. They know they get exactly what they need to get and that what is meant to happen is EXACTLY what will HAPPEN as a result of our time together. 

The magic is, they KNOW what is meant to HAPPEN for them before they ever come to me. They know what they EXPECT to HAPPEN before they come to me and therefore we simply MAKE IT HAPPEN.

Because….there is no other available option.

It’s those that KNOW what is meant to happen for them.

It’s those that EXPECT what they desire to happen for them

It’s those who are willing to STOP trying to make it happen and instead let it HAPPEN…

That share the results I live.

What I hadn’t realized all of those years is that, that is EXACTLY what I was doing. It was unconscious and unintentional at the time, it just happened.

NOW…. well now it is the EXACTIFICATION of making it HAPPEN that is what let’s me not only repeat it but also share it with you. 

My purposeful hustle and productive flow have been the design of how to MAKE IT HAPPEN.

It has never JUST happened. I’ve learned how to MAKE it happen. I’ve had to lock it in. I’ve had to unlearn everything that I was conditioned to learn. I have done the work, the mindset work, the personal growth work, the spiritual growth work, the sit your ass on a cushion in silence for 30 days in India work. I have uncovered what was holding me back and have unleashed what let’s it be easy.

So many of my clients, just like you are out there hustling, doing all the things, putting in the time, putting in the money, nose to the grind, working a day job while doing the side gig at night, they show up non-stop and yet their feeling like…

There is nothing to show for it. They cannot get ahead. There is no seemingly logical reason for their lack of results.

If right now you are thinking, “yup I can relate” and if the one day way of thinking - is starting to feel like a time you don’t in fact have time for!

I’m right here.

I know EXACTLY where you are, I know EXACTLY how you feel and I know EXACTLY why it’s happening.

And I am beyond happy to tell you how to shift it NOW.

What still shocks me today is that I had NO IDEA what it was that was keeping me stuck in this business. I was doing all of the “things” I needed to be doing. I did’t have a CLUE why after all that I had invested - both time and money, that I was doing nothing more than spinning my wheels. 

I knew what I wanted. I knew I would make it happen. I was hell bent on having it and frankly, if you’re not hell bent on having it. If your not unapologetic in saying I AM GOING TO MAKE IT HAPPEN, you are not feeling worthy of having it (and that is the main reason you are stuck)

You are hustling 

You feel like your in flow

So what’s the deal.

PURPOSEFUL Hustle and PRODUCTIVE Flow is what you are missing and those are VERY, VERY (I’ll say it again, very) different things that hustle and flow.

You think you have to hustle so you do and then you burn out, whops you think maybe just chilling and hanging out in a feeling of flow will bring your vibe  and energy up and get you some results. You play ping pong with yourself bouncing from one to the other.

Now Purposeful Hustle that’s an entirely different thing. There is NO do for doing sake. There is NO must do, should do or gotta do.

Productive Flow… flow and doing nothing , nope not a match, quite the opposite. Your chilling vibe, just hanging out, waiting for things to feel more flow like so you can jump back into hustle when your vibe is up…. it is never gonna work.

Think strategized, systematized, optimized, truest version of YOU

The Exactification of WHO YOU ARE.

#WHOELSEISTHERE

Here is the thing.

You have to know what you want.

You have to know you are going to MAKE IT HAPPEN.

And from there you need to unapologetically claim it.

You have to to choose Purposeful Hustle.

You have to choose Productive Flow.

You have to choose BOTH simotaneously.

And then you align accordingly.

First, you have to decide you are going to make it happen and that you are going to have it. You must actively align with it and program yourself as already living it (pull out your journal) You must expect that it is happening for you already, in this very moment…and in every moment….”it gets to be easier and easier to make it all happen”….. “I am creating my next level life”… and so on. 

Get clear on how that will look, what it will include, how you will show up inside of it and then from that create your daily mantras. Journal them, think them, speak them to yourself over and over and over every single day. YOU ARE TRANSFORMING YOUR CELLULAR MEMORY, rewiring your mind.

The mind - the very thing that’s keeping you in the patterns you are currently in. You keep pressing play on the same song over and over, it’s time to change the song.

That old song. The one that says:

It’s greedy to want too more.

I need to do this first.

I’m not ready.

I don’t know how.

What if I fail?

What if I’m waisting my time?

What if I get it, only to loose it?

What will they say about me?

Other’s get to have it but I don’t.


You get to delete that track. Erase it and record a new one. 

That is exactly what I have done. But you HAVE TO BE WILLING to do the work.

The work of “right now”. Grab a pen and paper and starting listing every single track that is consciously and sub-consciously playing in your mind on repeat. List the ones you know are there but you try to cover up. (another tip, pay attention: if you aren’t willing to be honest with yourself and see it for what it is you can’t erase the dam track. Do the work, write until you are emptied of the reasons telling you, you can’t or shouldn’t)

And now you are going to begin to MAKE IT HAPPEN. Now you are going to change the track, you are going to write a new song. You are going to claim what is yours. For every reason you listed earlier now you’re going to write a NEW TRACK. What’s actually true, at the deepest core level, from the soul, from the 100% worthy, all deserving you.

List all of the NEW TRACKS you are deciding to play from this moment on. And then every single time you go back to the old song you choose again from your new list. You become aware of where you are replaying the old and you choose from the new - over and over and over again UNTIL IT IS ON AUTOMATIC REPLAY.

Here’s the thing, this IS how you Make it happen AND just as there is duality in everything, it exists here as well. You CAN’T make this happen, you have to LET it happen. It happens by YOU doing the WORK. This work.

I know you desperately want it and you want it now (another tip, listen up: when your grasping at it, pushing and forcing HUSTLING - there is resistance ad desperation in you and that only keeps it further from you). The only way you are going to make it happen is to DO the work continually and then LET it happen. If you DO the work once, twice, three times and then drop the ball - well you’re waisting your time, it won’t work.

I still do the work, on repeat - EVERY DAM DAY

That’s how you,

#LETITBEEASY


And most importantly STOP trying to force it to happen.

Stop telling yourself you’ve done everything and it’s not working.

Stop the start and stop cycle of trying and giving up.


COMMIT to MAKING IT HAPPEN and then LET IT HAPPEN.

When you know EXACTY what you need to do and EXACTLY how to do it - you get to strategize and systematize and then you get to optimize them both SO THAT…. it all happens QUICKER, SOONER, FASTER every single time!

Because what it comes down to is, if you want it to happen for REAL, you have to be the person that is going to make it happen.


Remember,

Life is not meant to be hard. Let it be easy.

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PS the EXACATIFICATION SMACKDOWN is coming, my latest straight up, no fluff, super low cost and made specifically for YOU, and it’s all around BEING THE PERSON WHO MAKES IT HAPPEN

The Exactification Smackdown: A 5 day smackdown with Angie P, to step into the mindset and strategy of crushing your goals for driven, hell-bent hustlers who are ready to get results.

We will not be mindlessly hustling

We will not be doing for doing sake or for because they said you need to sake.

You will be perfecting PURPOSEFUL HUSTLE 

You will be tapping into PRODUCTIVE FLOW

And you WILL make it happen, which of course you already know because you have always believed that you would, you simply have not known exactly how to do it.

Also? We are going to discipline your ass to tap in and do ONLY and EXACTLY what needs to be done, in order to let it happen with ease - the way it dam well should. What else would you want?!?!

Drop me something below if you need to be a part of this and you’ll get the down low!

WHEN YOU'RE NOT LIVING THE LIFE YOU KNOW YOU DESERVE, THIS IS PROBABLY WHY

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No longer putting off, postponing or procrastinating doing the things that expand, grow and transform my life and business. Sounds so easy. You sing it as though it's a cheer that you personally created. And then it all falls flat.

Getting sucked into the mindless scroll while just checking in for a minute, (because the world may have changed while you were away) to see what's going on. An hour latter (or more) and you’re now at the depths of the deep black hole.

You've not only NOT grown, expanded or transformed but you have chosen to sit stagnant in the same shit you've sat in for ages all while wondering when will I catch a break, when will it be my turn, when will success knock on my door?

You whine and complain to yourself about wishing you had more energy. You hear the conversation on repeat in your head about how one day you are going to live the life of your dreams. You tell yourself you know exactly what you need to do and that you're the only one standing in your way.

And yet....

You choose and decide daily to keep doing all the things that sabotage you rather than stepping directly into what will expand, grow and transform your life.

So then clearly, you love and adore feeling exactly the way you feel. Clearly you are passionate about feeling stuck and stagnant. Obviously what you truthfully desire is to stay right where you are.....

NOOOOO???

So then shit or get off the pot.

This is getting ridiculous.

Stop being such a hypocrite.

Enough pretending.

No more avoiding.

Drop the excuses.

Rationalize and justify no longer.

OWN IT..... I am a fraud.

I say I want white yet I run to black.

I claim I am worthy but will not allow myself to have it.

I preach when the time is right I will.... and then I ensure the time is never right.

All of this has been my truth at different times.

All of this has stirred frustration, resentment and anxiety inside of me at different times.

All of this has left me wanting to scream at myself different times.

Rationalization and justification were my sidekicks. They made it ALL ok. They made me feel good.

UNTIL I was willing to see the truth of what I was doing.

Truth often SUCKS, especially your own truth directed at yourself.

Real, raw, vulnerable truth.

The kind that leads you straight towards...

Expansion - Growth - Transformation

There is only one thing that you need even more than you need truth and that is discipline.

Discipline to repeatedly hold yourself accountable to seeing your truth. To seeing your excuses. To seeing your lies. To seeing what you are CHOOSING which in fact is in direct opposition to what you say you want.

So what's it going to be?

Are you going to commit to the mindless scroll hours a day?

Are you going to commit to validating your worth and your work by the # of likes you get?

Are you going to commit to distracting yourself dozens of times a day?

Are you going to commit to why you can't right now, not yet?

Are you going to commit to using others as your escape?

Or just maybe, is it actually now time?

Time to commit to your inner work for hours a day.

Time to commit to validating your worth and your work by how you show up daily.

Time to commit to seeing when you are getting sucked in dozens of times a day.

Time to commit to it's time, right now.

Time to commit to showing up in your own life so that others can grow, expand and transform their lives as well - thanks to you?

So what's it going to be?

What do you have to gain by continuing the way you are?

What can you expect things to look like if you repeatedly choose the way you have been?

For how long are you willing to buy into your own excuses?

There are all kinds of reasons people fall into this way of existing, if you can even call it that. It's not really their fault. They are just doing what everyone else is doing, they've gotten sucked in.

You on the other hand, I know are not a follower. You are a leader, one that desires to make a difference in the lives of others. One that is committed to truth in all forms.

You have a willingness to see what needs to be seen in order to grow, expand and transform your life. It begins here and now. The opportunity for you to do so is right here. Get to the truth of the matter, rip the bandaid off, stop trying to protect yourself from yourself and dive in.

Don't allow yourself to do one more thing, don't get off your chair, don't check a notification, don't get out of the car, don't pour a coffee until you make yourself answer these questions.

What do you have to gain by continuing the way you are?

What can you expect things to look like if you repeatedly choose the way you have been?

For how long are you willing to buy into your own excuses?

The purpose of these questions, which I would highly suggest you journal on daily....up until a time that you cannot only see but also feel how ridiculous it all is and you begin to laugh at yourself for ever thinking it was a good idea to play these games with yourself.

Is to allow you to see that indeed the stories you had been telling yourself, the excuses you were making, the distractions you were engaging in were just that. Once you sit with all of this and allow the truth to be seen and felt you will automatically begin to choose actions and efforts that will indeed grow, expand and transform your life..... because you will see that for you there is no other option.

You are not someone who continually self sabotages once you have seen what you are doing. You demand of yourself to grow, expand and transform. It's what you do, it's who you are.

The clearer you get on all of this, the deeper truths you are willing to admit, the easier it becomes to act from alignment and to know what actions need to be taken that you have been avoiding.

And once you have answered those questions (AND NOT UNTIL) begin to answer these: (daily, until you live the results you are expecting)

What I choose to consciously commit to is...

By disciplining myself and not allowing myself to get sucked into distractions I can expect.....

By committing to my inner work first {every day} without exception I can expect....

By committing to continually be aware of when I am getting sucked in and then returning to aligned action I can expect....

What the hell is the Inner Work Angie?!?!

Get to the truth of you every single day.

Learn who you are beyond what the mind and ego wold have you believe.

Align with soul and hear what you're being told and guided to do in every minute.

The perfect place to dive into all of that is RIGHT HERE.

365 days of FREE Soul Upgrades.

Short, sweet, to the point POWERFUL, LIFE CHANGING, EXPANDING journal/contemplation prompts.

Remember,

Life’s not meant to be hard. Let it be easy

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The women inside are experiencing brand new ways of accessing their next level but not only new ways. They have realized how EASY it truly is.

Not that I am surprised however it excites me to no end to hear that they are returning to the daily work over and over going deeper and deeper each time.

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LIVE ANOTHER YEAR BACKWARDS..... KEEP MAKING IT HARD

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I’ll be the first to admit, when I first began to learn that none of this was hard and that we totally do it all backwards I was so resistant.


Naturally it felt like I was a child being scolded, like someone was saying, you idiot you’ve done it all wrong.


In return I fought against it, stopped studying everything I had been studying, threw the books that spoke of it aside, unfollowed anyone that preached about it.


Actually truth be told I had a mentor at that time, my resistance was so strong that my ego quadrupled in size and I responded to one of her emails telling her to get me off her list, that I had unsubscribed on my own already, she was still targeting me and that it was now harassment.


ONLY TO resubscribe a few weeks latter once I had dropped the resistance, leaned in and became curious. As soon as I stopped making the idea that there was another way mean that I had been doing it wrong EVERYTHING changed.


Here we are years latter and I am not to proud to say YES all of it was true, there most certainly is another way and it certainly is not (at first) logical. It absolutely is NOT intuitive.


Now,


While many are gearing up for the year ahead,

I am gearing down.


They’re thinking about who they want to become,

I’m thinking about what I’m releasing and who I will no longer be.


They’re thinking about what they will begin to do,

I’m thinking about what I no longer desire/need to do, shouldn’t have to do.


They’re planing and strategizing how their life and business will look.

I’m dancing with excitement that my mind has so much time off, knowing there is no need for that.


They are plotting out the “how” to do it all and make it all happen.

I’m sipping a latte, going for walks, getting a massage or maybe getting my hair done - knowing that IS the how. 


Intuitively we humans lean into hard, difficult, complicated and challenging.It’s the only logical thing to do simply because the minds ONLY job is to keep us in conflict.


To step into a life of flow, of soul alignment, of letting it all be easy is to be in direct opposition to the mind.


Ya, ya you want it to be easy…I know, I know. I argued that for years.

Wanting, allowing and making it easy are VERY different things.

Wanting will not change a thing.


Deciding and THEN leaning into understanding how so that you can take action from that space and place WILL change everything.


Had I leaned in a whole lot sooner.

Had I dropped the resistance that I had carried for years.

Had I had noticed how big my ego was and what it was doing.


Things would have become so much easier, so much more relaxed, so much more exciting a whole lot sooner.


So while they are plotting out the “how” to do it all and make it all happen.

I’m sipping a latte, going for walks, getting a massage or maybe getting my hair done - knowing that IS the how.


I’m not at all thinking I’m doing it better, I’m not for a second thinking they are doing it wrong.


What I am doing is remembering when I was the one trying…..… for years and years.


What I am doing is extending an invitation to you to lean in, open up, become curious and LET IT BE THAT EASY.


Just for a moment lean in, grab a pen and paper and without thinking respond to this journal prompt. Let what naturally flows out of you land on the page.


If I truly believed that it was allowed to be that easy I would ………….

If I truly believed that it was allowed to be that easy I would no longer ………


Cheers to Next Level You

Remember,

Life’s not meant to be hard,. Let it be easy.

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PS Soul Alignment and why I can pretty much promise you, your keeping yourself from it. A quick snippet right HERE

CHOOSE, BECAUSE NOT CHOOSING IS A CHOICE

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How many times have they said, can’t you make up your mind?

How many times have they asked, why do you keep changing gears?

How many times have they made you feel like you were the most haphazard, unfocused individual out there?

How many times has that left you:

second-guessing yourself,

thinking you should just sit your ass down and get a real job,

or even worse….

accept that “this is it” and stop (what they think is) searching for more?

Don’t you feel bad for them?

They will never have the experience of following their soul.

They won’t get to enjoy that feeling of stepping into who they truly are.

They can’t feel the very real possibilities in life.

They are terrified to say yes just in case they can’t do it.

They need guaranteed security in a way that shackles them to the exact thing that is keeping them from what they actually desire. They live inside of fear daily.

Fear of not being enough

Fear of not having enough

Fear of failing

Fear of being judged

Fear of people abandoning them

Let’s just call a spade a spade - they have a FEAR OF LIVING.

Because frankly all of those things are going to happen in this thing called life….. eventually.

So you can let those fears run you OR you can learn to RUN WITH THEM 😉

I know your one of the few who chooses the second option.

But those that question you, frown upon you, worry about you and cause you to question yourself…. they opt for the first.

Soul led creatives are people who embody:

Willingness

Self awareness

Self responsibility

Trust/Faith

Discipline

Steadfastness

Tenacity

We are rebels at heart, unintentionally sometimes, intentionally other times.

Why….

Because we are committed to our purpose.

Because we know why we are here.

Because settling terrifies our soul.

Because stagnation feels like death.

Because we know what is already ours and...

WE ARE GOING TO HAVE IT - ALL OF IT

And we are unapologetic about it.

We have dissolved the conditioned belief that to want more is greedy.

We know that actually and factually self first is not selfish but in fact IS necessary.

We have stepped into and over the discomfort of allowing what others think to hold us back.

We know that to do ALL of that….. gives others the courage, strength and PERMISSION (that they think they need) to do the same.

You know what you want in life.

You know what lites you up.

You know exactly what you need to do to get there.

You know you are beyond capable.

You know you have the courage and the strength.

You know that it's all waiting for you.

You know there is nothing difficult about it.

You've just forgotten how to access it, you've forgotten how to listen for the answers, you've forgotten how to align with your soul.

You have realized there is a piece of you that get's caught up in what they think.

You have realized that what you say you know and believe vs how you live them out are not a match.

You have realized that you are making it harder and more complicated than it needs to be.

You have realized that it's time to 100% back yourself.

You have realized that to live a soul aligned life and business is to collapse time, release the idea that you need to do anything, let yourself off the hook for having to figure out the how and to step directly into what you've been working so dam hard to achieve.

A Soul aligned life and business has nothing to do with thinking, it has nothing to do with figuring out, it has nothing to do with sitting on a meditation cushion all day, it has nothing to do with woo woo or mystical (it can certainly feel magical when you step into it, I call it Super Flow), it has nothing to do with anyone telling you what to do or how to become successful, it has nothing to do with visualizing, planning, stratagizing, mapping out, thinking about in advance (not even 20 minutes in advance), creating a calender, goals, resolutions or hopes.

It has nothing to do with ALL OF THE THINGS you have been doing that actually and factually are KEEPING YOU FROM what you have been so intently working towards.

Some of what you've been doing may be slowly (as in turtles pace) moving you forward but Soul Led Creatives are not about turtles pace.

They are about the most direct route. They live in the 5D world where they know time does not exist.... GASP. Which actually means there is no need to try, work towards, work up to, do a-b and c before just stepping into the dam thing. It also means they know they have the answers of knowing EXACTLY what THEY need to do to 100% back themselves and live that life.

Here, I'll give you a tangible experience of it and you can have your own truth.

While many will (or have) spend(t) several days and possibly weeks creating a vision board, setting resolutions, choosing words, creating there yearly calender, reviewing their past year, reconsidering it all over and over while wondering what they should add or subtract.

You can ask yourself this - what do I need to do right now to live Next Level Me, in life, in love, in business? Now go do it.

Where do you think they will be two weeks from now and where do you think you will be two weeks from now if you each do the above daily for the next two weeks ?!?!

Turtles pace or collapse time ..... if you truly want next level you, you need to choose which one your going to align yourself with.

Remember,

Life's not meant to be hard. Let it be easy.

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P.S If you haven't already claimed your spot I have no idea why not, but you need to now. BONUS content begins to be dropped into the course tomorrow. Turtles pace OR collapse time?!?!

NEXT LEVEL YOU - because you have decided.

YOU KNOW IT, you just don't actually, truthfully BELIEVE IT

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I am worthy of respect, I am entitled to respect, I am not available to anything less than respect.

I am open, I am honest, I am humble and I communicate clearly and precisley, I am an energetic match for exactly the same.

I do not have space in my life to drag others along when they are not interested in supporting themselves. It is not my responsibilty to better them. I am responsible to myself for my own inner awareness and work, I am responsible for my own willingness and curiosity, I am responsible for my own energy and my commitment to it - THAT'S ALL.

Enough of the bullshit already.

Enough making the other one the reason you cannot step into next level you.

Enough worrying about it is a good time.

Enough worrying about if you upset the apple cart.

Enough of all the disractions and all the bullshit you are piling infront of you to use as YOUR excuse.

Next Level You is here for you RIGHT NOW.

You get to step into it or you don't it's your CHOICE

But you do not get to make it about why you can't right now because of anyone else.

You do not get to make it about anyone or anything other than your own willingness.

So what's it going to be is it a HELL YES or a HELL NO?

It has been knocking at your door for a LOOOONNNNGGGGG time.

You have turned it down over and over and yet here it is showing up again.

Ask yourself this and for the love of God be honest THIS TIME.

If you knew this was your L A S T opportunity to say HELL YES I am fully commited to stepping into my best life, my most authentic life, my most unapologetic life and NO ONE is going to distract me, take it away from me or stop me....

WHAT WOULD IT BE?

What would your honest, real, unedited unapologetic answer be?

Is it a HELL YES or

HELL NO and don't ever give me the opportunity again?

Heads up.... if you're feeling all extra special thinking I'm writting this to you 🙄 waving my finger at you - WRONG. These were my words to me not that long ago.

Let me guess... it goes something like this dosen't it?

You have DECIDED. You have it pictured so clearly in your mind. You know what you want, you know what you need to do, you begin and HOLY HELL BATMAN..... some bullshit shows up every single time. Just when you had begun to gain momentum.

Soooo...

You become fully engaged in the distraction. You have stepped off course, you loose momentum, whatever it is becomes all comsuming and next thing you know you don't have the energy, ability to focus or interest in going ALL IN anymore. It's as though your drive and desire just vanished.

It feels heavey and hard, you ask yourself why the hell is it everytime I get going "something" big happens and that thing needs your energy and attention right now???

I CALL BULLSHIT.

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It's self sabotage.... enough already.

If you were fully aligned and fully commited.

If you backed yourself 100%

If you were knowing of your worth and your ability.

If you were not second guessing it.

If you stopped being run by fear.

None of it would throw you off course.

But.... you have to be 100% behind yourself first.

You have to step into NEXT LEVEL YOU before you ever feel ready.

Waiting for the distractions to settle. Using the shit that hits the fan every time as your reason for not staying course. Giving "it" your time, attention and focus..... will ensure that you never step into next level you.

I'd love to know if you can relate to this.

You're in super flow, your momentum is up, it feels expansive and effortless, incredible opportunities just keep showing up... and then some sort of self sabotage creeps in.

It's as though the subconscious is screaming - you can't have it all. You can't have it this good - you can't let it be this easy.

You know that's what's going on, you can see you pattern... but for what ever reason you sink into it deeper and allow the self sabotage to continue. You know what you need to do to pul yourself out and yet your like meh... I'm just gonna sit over here in resistance and keep making excuses and do everything except what I know would being me back into Superflow.

You know what - you, me, we - are not in integrity at those times. We have fallen so far out of integrity we cannot get up.

It's a choice of staying stuck, staying down, making excuses.

Its a choice of saying this time I am going to get up and stay up and NOONE/NOTHING is going to be given the space to take me down.

Next Level You teaches you how to see it, how to know what you are doing that's holding you back from it. How to get into and stay in alignment. How to be in both inner and outter integrity.

NLY teaches you how to break the bloody rules as to how easy you can let it be or more importantly that it GETS to be when you actually align with your soul.

Your next level you is waiting to offer you Unapologetic CLARITY in a way where you STOP TRYING TO DO ANYTHING and EVERYTHING.

Super Flow is what is waiting at the next level you.

It teaches you how to recognize the things your doing that you already know, but refuse to see are not honouring yourself. As a result of that what happens? Unapologetic CLARITY as to what you need to do to ALLOW it to happen.

What's happening inside of the self sabotage that you keep creatting? You're putting your hand on top of you truest desires, pushing them down saying NO thanks, I don't want my life's desires or my worth. I'm NOT going to honour myself. You're putting your hand on the abundance and recieving switch saying NO THANKS I don't want it - I'm good here, living my half assed life

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How has this shown up in my life? I have ALWAYS known that my biggest gift is my unrealistic expectaions of life.

I've ALWAYS known I will be pushing the boundaries, like Next Level You, for breaking the rules, and for unintetionally being a bit of a rebel (ok maybe, perhaps sometimes mildly intentionally), that I get known.

I've always known that the BIG-TIME make it all happen shit is going to be based on me ENTIRELY doing it on my terms (no rules, no structure, all just my own processes and steam).

I've always known it's also going to include me supporting others, showing them how, leading them to give themselves permission, being a little random and all over the place but of course also DEEPLY powerful in my preaching.

I've always known I'm gonna to impact tens of thousands ...

I’ve always known I'm going to end up living ocean side in a beach house that has a South facing glass filled wall, situated on a piece of property that offers both a view of the sun rise and sun set. I'll open that home for retreats for A list VIP clients who are nothing but HELL YES. I'll play the role of one of the most famous and influential messengers in the world, so of course I'll play me ...

I've known I have BIG things to do, that people are waiting for me to show up fully and bring it all.

I've known that what was once looked at as complicated and hard when shared by others totally transforms when shared through my message into easy, gracfilled truth. But again - that's gonna come when I step into and back myself 100% ... which by the way does not mean I make all the things happen... it means I allow them to happen 🙂

I've always known that the more I try to make it all happen, meaning put the stratagies in place, create the to-do lists, model what other successful people are doing the further I get from living my desired life.

I've always known the more I DO NOT buy into the rules, follow their path, ignor their bread crub trail and forget what they believe is necessary in order to be successful, that that is when it will work FOR ME, but not kind of work... REALLY work. It's always been that way for me, since school days ... I NEVER need to follow rules to succeed or win at being me.

Why would I?!?! Why would you?!?! I just decide what is MEANT to happen, then I decide it WILL, then it's done.

Exactly like how I decided I would live in another country for 3 months a year. That it would not be a big deal, that it would fall into place easily and that I wouldn't have a bunch of stuff to take care of that would make it feel difficult or heavy and then I booked the flights, packed up my family and headed off for two months only to return and enjoy a full month to myself while still connecting with those I love daily, enjoying all of my work (clients) from where ever I choose to be while soaking up the sun, eating all the food, enjoyng the lattes and getting tattooed.

You have to step into NEXT LEVEL YOU before you ever feel ready. This is where you are willing to get your hand of the hell no button and you look resistance in the eye, see it for what it is and DO IT ANYWAYS beause you know that that is where everything in life opens up for you and to you.

Let me remind you of something that you ALREADY know -

There are no rules.

There never were rules.

There never will be rules around when how or if you get to life your most desired life.

Somebody should burn the non existent rule book, NOW!

The somebody should be you.

Here's the thing -

It's a TRUST thing. Let's just call a spade a spade. It's a total trust thing, that's how ALL of life works.

Do you - are you WILLING to - have enough trust to back yourself with what you feel and see and know inside of you 100%?

If I'm going to be unapologeticly honest, if you did and you DO, then, well, you would be living it ALREADY.

Sorry, not sorry.

And it would make all of THIS ... business, life, money, relationship stuff ... SO much easier.

You'd NEVER need to worry about what to do.

You also wouldn't need to worry about how you're going to GET to where you want to go and life the life you desire.

You'd just align and step in -

OWN what you see, feel and know inside of you.

You'd know how to read it almost like reading a room service order or something.

You'd ACCEPT it.

Say Hell Yes, CHOOSE IT (i.e. say yes, thank you, that's what I'll have, and done!)

And then you'd take whatever action you're being guided to take in the NOW.

There's never anything you need to do ...

But there's always action to take!

Next level You is waiting for you.

Is it a HELL YES or

HELL NO and don't ever give me the opportunity again?

You are invited to join us.

If you're ready to say yes to YOU.

I'm thinking you are

I'm also thinking you've been waiting to understand the exact mindset and vibration that I live inside of, the how to's and the DO NOT NEED TO DO's as well as the how to know what does not matter at all (dropping the self sabotage).

Let me know below.

Remember,

Life is not hard, let it be easy.

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It’s open for registration, it is ridiculously low cost- again soul guidance,

and we begin the bonus content pre work on New Years Eve day INTENTIONALLY. Step into the new year knowing what you are bringing or it will bring whatever it wants to you.

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So here’s there thing that many “successful individuals” rarely share.

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This shit is not at all, all roses.

2018 was a fabulous year, I remember the day my pen journaled on my page I would live in another country 3 months a year. That was at the end of 2015. And here we are completing 2018 with me having done exactly that. ✅

It was 2017 when my pen would write, “what if you simply showed up authentically as 100% you and invited others along the journey and were handsomely compensated for it?” ✅

On an on it goes, the checks beside the words that landed on my journal pages, unknown to me feels great.

The  ✅’s are amazing and exciting and incredible and DON”T HAPPEN BY THEMSELVES.

What they don’t tell you is that between the checks there is a lot of crap that needs to be shovelled.


It’s not all pretty and exciting.

There are days when we don’t feel like it.

There are day’s that we are too exhausted.

There are days that other people need us so much that there is nothing left on reserve for ourselves.


These are the days that many, dare I say most…. throw in the towel. Why? Because, if you don’t recognize what’s happening, if you get so far down the rabbit hole you can’t see the light, if you do not know how to change direction and change it fast, it is all consuming.


I have lived both my dreams and my demons. I am ULTRA human. I am humble. I am an EXTRA - ordinary, human. NOT an extraordinary one.


And through it all what I have learned on a cellular level is, 


YOU GET TO CHOOSE WHEN IT STOPS BEING SO DARM HARD.

YOU GET TO CHOOSE WHEN YOU WILL STOP LETTING IT CONSUME YOU.

YOU GET TO CHOOSE WHEN YOU WILL BEGIN TO TRUST THAT IT CAN BE EASY.


Trust is a choice YOUR CHOICE.


If there is anyone that has the right to speak about trust it is ME and I certainly would not have chosen to have that right. If we were to look at nothing else but the two most all consuming things of this year…


This year I had to trust that a 9 year old car accident that went to trial would not leave us owing 1.3 million dollars. A court case my husband would have to testify at DURING OUR 2 MONTHS IN BALI. Which would mean he had to fly back to Canada and then back to Bail again.


So how does that break down?

Trust that you will still have a home.

Trust that somehow you will be able to feed your family.

Trust that you can keep yourself contained in a way that will not worry the children.

Trust that you should continue living and not start stock piling every cent you have.

Trust that you can connect to your soul and stay in the energy you need to be in to do your work.

Trust that you can somehow stay healthy and not relapse into ptsd and anxiety.

Trust that your marriage will survive the stress of it all.

Trust that you should still go on said trip as it was booked before the trial date was set.

Trust that in the points of complete panic you will be able to pull yourself out of it and come back to trust.

Trust that trusting is enough.


That trust brought forward - us not owing a dime and his flight to go back and forth and hotel accommodations were paid for in full by the insurance company.


To trust something that you have no evidence or good reason to trust is NOT a natural instinct, it is a learned way of showing up in this world.


This year I had to trust that after being hit by a drunk driver 8 years ago my court case would be settled out of court and I could breathe again rather than it going to trial. I had to trust that for whatever reason I had to live being broken down and torn apart by the drunk drivers insurance lawyers. 


I had to experience sitting in a room where they tell you your a fraud, with then watching you for 8 years, with them telling you that they see you smile on social media, that they are going to find your clients and tell them you are a fake when you say your life is good. 


I had to trust that experiencing that was the exact example I needed of what people do when they are not comfortable with you being comfortable and grounded in yourself. 


I had to experience knowing that if I went to trial I was 100% at risk, that no one would insure my case as it wasn’t strong enough (who knew there was such a thing) that my cost at that point was well beyond $200,000 and if I was not found to have life long/altering injury then I got to foot the bill for my side and theirs. 


What a joke who wants the label of life long injury, I’m smarter than that, be careful what you call in. I had to trust my soul when it was in direct opposition to my own lawyer and say, “NO! THIS IS HOW THIS IS GOING TO GO.”


The case settled, no court, they paid out, don’t get excited I got $7,500 which was exactly half of what it cost me out of pocket for treatments after the accident.

Never was I in it for the financial gain. I was sucked into in a way that was not in integrity, it looked nothing like what was explained to me and in the end I knew if they didn’t settle (which why would they, we had already had two pre trials and they refused) I couldn’t even afford to bail on the case financially. I’ve always been an all or nothing gal, but this was beyond anything I would have played my cards on. TRUST was the only available option.


I could go on and on with all the everyday this and that that could have sent me into a tail spin this year, all the reasons I could have bailed, all the reasons many would say I should have… but the simple fact is - 


I trust,


and in the moments I find myself in anything other than trust, what do I do?


Come back to trust.


Trust is a choice.


The only time you will ever be certain that you actually have the faith you think you have is when there is absolutely no other option than to believe.


So there it is, it’s been an absolutely incredible year and probably not in the ways you might have expected me to brag about it.


The moment that stands out most in my mind this year was running into an old friend after getting back from Bali. His greeting was, “hey how are ya, life’s hard egh?” 

He was just being his sarcastic self. Naturally he had no idea of anything except the glorious moments and thought he was a real smart ass.

I responded “Ya!” He looked at me side ways and I followed up with, “when you make it that way”.


I believe that with every cell in my body.


It is what it is and that’s all that it is, in any given moment.


We can choose to create a story around it or we can choose trust. Both are a choice.


So thank you 2018 for teaching me lessons I never asked to learn.


Thank you for shaking me to the core.


Thank you for teaching me what standing in your truth no matter how many millions it may literally cost you is ALWAYS the right thing to do.


Thank you for teaching me that I have what it takes, I am more than enough, I am allowed to take up space, it is safe to show up and speak up and that I GET TO DECIDE what I’m going to choose and I get to expect it to look exactly as I expect it to look.

2019 Next Level You - let’s do this

Remember,

Life is not meant to be hard, let it be easy.

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PS - Next Level You is not something that is available to a select few. YOU have to choose to trust, to open to yourself, to commit to doing the work, to looking into what you may not be used to looking into.

You have to choose to see ALL THAT YOU ARE. You have to want more of you in this world. You have to be ready to say:

I have what it takes, I am more than enough, I am allowed to take up space, it is safe to show up and speak up and that I GET TO DECIDE what I’m going to choose and I get to expect it to look exactly as I expect it to look.

Next Level You - it’s waiting for you right HERE

WHAT IN GAWDS NAME ARE YOU EVEN DOING?

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I’ve been the one that follows, I’ve been the one that leads and the simple, most honest upfront truth is NEITHER lead to sustainable success.

I have danced between, you need to be softer and you need to stand out and set your self apart, the simple truth is both attract people that are not in alignment with who you truly are.

I have chased after coaches that I believed would teach me how to get rich quick and I have signed book deals that literally guaranteed you a best seller in 30 days AND I dropped both, loosing a shit tone of money - because I realized for me both were out of integrity.

I have created amazing programs and offerings that could have severed the world in massive ways and yet because I did so out of a need for “money now” they were complete flops.

I have done all the webinars, freebie opt ins, trainings. I have read all the books. I have coached with Robin Sharma & Lisa Nichols. I have been in Frank Kerns inner circle the list goes on and on. While they are amazing people and are brilliant in what they offer, at that time I was chasing something and therefore what I learned was what NOT to do and how NOT to experience the life you desire.

And that is really what it all comes down to, isn’t it?

It’s not about money. It’s not about recognition. It’s not about success.

It’s about a burning desire to live the life you desire to live.

It’s about joy and fulfillment, it’s about connections and depth, it’s about less struggle and overwhelm, it’s about less should do’s, must do’s gotta do’s, it’s about less noise from the outside telling you how you need to do it.

It’s about awareness, trust and willingness.

Here’s the smackdown life gave me in a less than desirable way.

You can have all the awareness, trust and willingness you want but when you apply them to everything and everyone outside of yourself they are USELESS.

Awareness of what works for OTHERS,

Trust that THEY will show you they way,

Willingness to do what they tell YOU to do!!!

It’s the cosmic joke of life my friend.

Finally I got the lesson and I heard the message.

“Enough of the shit show, enough avoidance, enough chasing”

It was time for Next Level Me.

It was time to STOP everything that did not involve or require me to sit my ass down and go inside of myself.

It was time for me to get back to the truth of who I was - before they all told me who and how to be.

1 - The awareness became about what I actually already knew - I simply needed to learn how to get in touch with it.

2 - The trust was about thinking less and learning how to feel more and then learning how to apply what I felt to my life/work.

3 - The willingness was the hardest….. it was a mindfuck of OMG what if I detach from all the things I thought I needed to do and then I realize latter I did have to do them???

Revert to #1 and 2 when I had the awareness of what I was doing, was the response I got.

The true willingness that was required was to give myself the time and space for the awareness and trust of self to expand. 

To learn how to lean into what was actually and FACTUALLY already me. 

It was me be willing to trust that if I learned how to listen to my soul and followed absolutely nothing but that, that I would be living the life I desired.

That the experience of life I was chasing would be a direct result of me NOT listening to them.

That money, recognition, success-all of it, is a direct by product of YOU being guided by you.

It took me years to STOP and to hear the message and once I did, well… here I am.

You will never be more than you are right now

You will never be different than you are right now.

You WILL be the truth of who you actually are.

Let the idea of who your trying to become dissolve.

Step into who you actually already are, she is waiting.

Your next level you, is waiting for you, for you to have the awareness that it’s time to stop looking outside yourself, to finally trust that YOU have the answers and the willingness to say hell yes, I am worth it.

Remember,

Life isn’t meant to be hard, let it be easy.

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P.S NEXT LEVEL YOU is officially open for registration!

Never have I ever created anything this expansive and transformational. Never have I listened to my soul so deeply as to give it away at this price point.

DIDN'T YOU SAY YOU WERE READY TO CLAIM YOUR NEXT LEVEL YOU? 

Don't you want to let what's inside of you OUT, aren't you sick of editing your life and pushing it down?!

It's heavy.

It's exhausting.

AND IT'S SLOWLY KILLING YOUR ZEST FOR LIFE AND FANKLY IF IT SNUFFED YOU FASTER IT’D BE LESS PAINFUL

I see you.

Do you see me?

I've DONE the exact same thing.

How often have you wondered if I was inside of your head? How many times have you wondered if I have been watching you throughout the day?

I’ve never shared a message with you that wasn’t first and foremost for MYSELF - I’m a little self-centred that way.

And today I came here to name it.

To declare.

To call to a SOUL ALIGNED kickass life

The one who knows.

The one ready to claim it


The YOU

Who was born for it

And is ready for your,

NEXT LEVEL YOU

A 10-Day NEXT LEVEL YOU Experience, You and Me, ALL THE WAY IN. 

Half in or half out’s need not apply.

Strictly limited to those certain they can and will live the life, create the business and enjoy the money  they desire because they decided they would.

You are one of the few who know with CERTAINTY that there is more to life. You suspect that there absolutely is a way to do these things LIFE, BUSINESS, MONEY, RELATIONSHIPS that do not involve all the bullshit and challenges that you have been experiencing. You know there has to be a more direct route. You are done with the try this and try that approach. You can see where you have been cheating to yourself and you are QUITE certain that continuing to dance around in circles is NEVER going to take you to your NEXT LEVEL LIFE, although it will undoubtedly snuff you out and thank god because living that circle is torture.


I haven't done anything this expansive and deep at this price point EVER

I'm ready to next level my work in transforming your life.

And I want the EXACT ENERGETIC MATCH of kickass souls ready to claim their Next Level life and business here with me.

You will be receiving DAILY deep dive content from me

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The exact HOW TO reach into your soul, see what is there and BRING OUT INTO THE WORD WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR.


As a result of this you WILL 

  • Break the bloody rules as to how easy you can let it be or more importantly that it GETS to be when you actually align with your soul

  • Draw to you a tribe of believers, supports and encouragers by simply and FINALLY showing up fully and authentically as you. You will ACTUALLY hear them ask for more of YOU.

  • Unapologetic CLARITY, you will gain some people and you will loose some by default.

  • Likely find what you have been talking about achieving already happening in your life with what feels like zero input from you because you'll be so in alignment and fired up (if you want proof I’ll set you up on a call with my husband, the once skeptic).

  • Gain a community of HELL YES supporters (my other rockstar clients in this offering) who believe in nothing but knowing it is ALL already yours.

  • Create and implement an action plan for the singe biggest desire you have currently, the kind of plan that cuts out the fluff and unnecessary steps. The kind that leaves people saying HOW THE HELL DID SHE DO THAT

  • Dissolve a TON of self imposed limitations and BS that you have been walking around buying into because you believed to get to C you must first do A and B (wrong!)

  • Learn about how draw those you desire to surround yourself with into your life/business in a way that naturally leads to them supporting you and you supporting them.

  • Know how to ACCESS your souls guidance, in EVERY situation, and ALWAYS know what to do with certainty.

  • Know how I tap into what’s next and what I am ready to step into with ease in my life and in my work and then get there without the resistance
    Exactly how I do my INSTANT alignment / manifestation / mindset work each day

  • And everything else that flows through me as I tap into YOU, Your Next Level and MY SOUL 

Enough is ENOUGH 

It's time for Next Level You and you know that as clearly as you know 2019 is days away 

ALL the way in 

Or ALL the way out?

BECAUSE THIS IS ALL ABOUT NEXT LEVEL.

You also get

4 BONUS days of advance content

AND an additional 7 days of follow up prompts to support you in integrating what you have learned into your daily life.

PS: Already got your hustle on and living your next level you but want to allow for the purposeful hustle and ease? You know your allowed to let it be easy!

PSS: Don’t even have a clue what a soul aligned life is or think it sounds a little whacked? It is and that’s why it’s amazing because you are one of the few that knows like you know Christmas is coming that you don’t need to keep making it all so dam hard.

PSSS: Sitting there think I KNOW and I KNOW I am worthy of it but yet you still haven’t been able to connect the dot’s and bring it forward??? Your Next Level You is waiting for you to step in, let’s get to it.

We officially begin Jan 3rd 2018 with the bonus days beginning New Years Eve, because people like us - We kick it off right.

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