self awareness

Excavating the YOU that exists beneath the self doubt

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You've done it.

You have proof that you can do it again and yet without fail...

Somehow just when you start to rip it up and step in fully there it is.

The self doubt, the questioning, the wondering, the comparing, the what will they think.

With all of that comes the chaos of life, someone needs your attention NOW, shit hits the fan, you have a blowout with a friend or partner.

That sinking feeling you know so well. There it is once again. It was only moments earlier that you felt like you were soaring and them BAM.

It's as though it happens on cue.

Every time you get a little braver. Every time you step a little further. Every time you begin to taste it a little more fully, it all comes to a roaring halt.

The self doubt created by someone elses words.
The second guessing of, why is it so easy for them and yet I do the same thing and it's not happening for me?
The wondering of why every time things start to feel good, it all comes crashing down.
The comparing of your work and how you do it, to their work and how they do it.
The thoughts of what will they say, will they respond, will this work, what will they think.

It all leaves you standing there frozen. You've lost your momentum. You can't seem to get yourself motivated to get back in the game. 

AND

When you finally do... you start back at the start, trying something new and hoping that THIS TIME it will work.

We have all been there. It is the natural progression of finally stepping into a fully aligned life.

It is what filters out those that are going to make a difference and be the change, from those that will continue to spin until the last wheel falls off and they just throw in the towel.

Very few are here for the duration.
Very few are doing the actual work they are meant to do.
Very few will continue to show up until the point of finally surrendering to the fact that beneath all that shit....THERE YOU ARE.
Very few will excavate the fluff and BS they have been using to cover themselves up with - in hopes that it will protect them from feeling anything but success and wonderful.

The thing is, until your willing to go to the place where:
You can see the games you play with yourself.
You can detect the BS your own mind is feeding you.
You can align and get to the truth of what has been keeping you right where you are....

You will remain where you stand. 
The start and stop will continue.
The boom and bust will be forever more. 
The cha cha your dancing with yourself will be never ending.

Your last wheel will eventually fall off and you'll throw the towel on the floor.

The self doubt others place upon you.
The questioning of why is it working for them and not for me.
Those that suddenly need you now.
The chaos of life.
The blowout that throws you off course.

It's all self perpetuated.

You have created and will continue to create this cycle until such a time that you are willing to surrender to the fact that - THERE YOU ARE. You are the only one stopping it and YOU are the only one that can transform it.

Are you going to make a difference and be the change or will you continue to spin until the last wheel falls off and just throw in the towel?

If you are going to be one of us, one that is here for the duration, one that is doing what they are truly meant to be doing. If you are going to make a difference and end this start and stop - self sabotage game you're going to need to do a few things.

You're going to have to get real with exactly where you are in this moment.

You're going to have to be willing to see what you have been doing to keep you right where you are.

You're going to have to learn how to act from alignment. I'm not talking the froufrou version of this feels good to me, or I like how this feels, or I desire to feel like this nonsense.

That has nothing to do with alignment. Making choices based on what feels good has zero relation to actually aligning with your highest, truest version of you and acting from that place.

Let's be honest for a moment. If you were already living the life and doing the work that you say you want to be experiencing....would you be making the same choices today in order to maintain and sustain that success?

No you absolutely would not AND if you say you would I call straight up unapologetic BULLSHIT.

The simple fact is, if what you are currently doing was going to bring you to that life - you would currently be living it. And you are not, therefore you would not. It's not arguable, it's a mute point.

That being said, at least 50% of those reading this will argue it because the idea of looking at where they suck STINGS LIKE HELL. They are in the grouping of - continue to spin until the last wheel falls off and then just throw in the towel?

Surrender to the fact that you'd rather be comfortable than be aligned, see it for what it is, flip it around and MAKE A DIFFERENCE. Or don't.

Either way you will know what to expect and the mysteriousness of your next chaotic set back seemingly happening on cue, will no longer be mysterious.

We really dove into this today in the 90 second interval training. If you were there, you are one that will make a difference. If you didn't catch it and want the replay go grab it HERE

Remember,
Life is not meant to be hard. Let it be easy.

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PS. Generalization is the death of your success. 
Discipline your ass to tap in and do ONLY and EXACTLY what needs to be done, tap in to the exact aligned actions you need to follow. 

In this work we: 

Will not be worrying about what others want
Will not be trying to ensure they feel connected to you
Will not be focusing on what you know they need
Will not be creating what you hope they like

You can forget about all of that, because they are organically and authentically drawn into your every word….the ones that are meant to be with you that is. They have no idea who you are, they have no idea where you have been, nor do they care. 

What they KNOW is you ARE THE EXACT PERSON FOR THEM.

And they know because you have tapped in, aligned and TURNED YOUR TRUEST SELF on.

Stop staying comfortable. 
Stop playing small. 
Stop believing you don't know because….

YOU MOST CERTAINLY DO KNOW.

We will not be mindlessly hustling
We will not be doing for doing sake or for because they said you need to sake.

You will be perfecting PURPOSEFUL HUSTLE 
You will be tapping into PRODUCTIVE FLOW

The Exactification of it all is Purposeful Hustle and Productive Flow.

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Are You Willing To Find who you ACTUALLY in fact are?

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I’ve tried to be so many dam things. One thing here, another thing there.

I'd hear something that resonated deeply that someone else said or did and I was like YUP that's me. And then I"d try that. It felt right for a bit.....

Until, I'd hear someone else say something that resonated and I'd be like, YUP that's me.

It was the "YUP that's me" disease.

Now, there were aspects of each that were true and real to me. They were all PIECES of me. The thing is I flip flopped between them. It left a feeling of incompleteness, uncertainty, fragmentation, a knowing that in fact I was not being "ME" at all.

Hippie

Farmer

Passionate yoga teacher

Spiritual guide

Hard core business coach

So many things, all amazing incredible things, all things that I’m passionate about.

HOWEVER what I know now, is that when I dove into them and tried to be anyone of them 100% I was grasping at what I hopped would feel true and real for me AND that would be accepted by others.

I was only being a piece of me at a time. My work became disjointed. It felt like work. I felt like I was in the business of trying to convince. I felt like a circus act screaming LOOK AT ME, I'm over here and when they didn't look - I'd grasp at the next piece.

It's that grasping at straws, hoping something will stick method.

It's the long route that leads to a dead end where burn out lives beside passionless purpose.

So if those were all pieces of me, what's the big deal, why didn't it work and what else would you do?

What did I realize?

IN FACT what I was doing was hiding from and pushing down what was and is actually and factually me out of a fear of being too much, too loud, too brash, too controversial, too ME.

So if those "pieces" were all part of me and I was to bring it all together marrying everything that I stood for, everything that I know to be true and real through my own experience. If I stopped fearing being too much, too loud, too brash, too controversial, too ME.

What would that mean and how would that look?

Hello, I'm right here. What you see is what you get.

You'll rarely be confused as to what I'm all about and what I have to offer.

You will rarely find anyone else that does what I do, how I do it.

You will rarely find me attracting people who do not align with who I am, how I am and what I am simply because I'll either begin to transform their lives OR I'll piss them off and they'll run.

You see there is no middle ground. BECAUSE, I am all ME.

So the question is, why are you playing hopscotch in the middle ground trying to attract all of those that walk around thinking ahh she's ok, I'll stick around and maybe eventually she'll get to the point.

Just get to the dam point.

Over here with me, I make it super simple for you. There is no question what I do. I make the complex simple. I remove the fluff and bullshit that you cover things up with and I compassionately kick your ass straight into the life you have been wandering around looking for.

Isn't that simple? It's also why my work (aka ME) spans across all areas of your life. It's why you can come to me to sort out one area and by default we sort every area simultaneously. There is a reason, a dam good one I keep telling you to #letitbesimple

You see if your not like me you will run. And for me that is PERFECT because I'm not hear to teach or convince. I'm here to remind you and show you who you actually already are. I'm here to guide you back to that. I'm here to hand you the pitch fork and say, shovel that shit you've covered yourself up with (farmer coming out). I'm here to see what you can't see because your to close to it and nudge you to take another look from a different angle.

"like me" let's be clear, this is not about agreeing with me or believing me.

For the love of God don't believe a thing I say UNTIL you put it into practice and have your own experience of it.

LIKE ME means, hell bent, make shit happen, open, curious and willing. It also means that you KNOW it does not need to be as hard as you are making it, you likely won't know how to make it easy but that's where i come in. What it means above ALL ELSE is you are committed to doing "THE WORK" in order to get the results.

If you've not been around me long you may be saying, "I am doing the work". Stick around, it looks nothing like you would expect it to and it will bring you results that you haven't even yet dreamt up.

Let's get you started right now.

Let's find out who you ACTUALLY are.

Pull out a pen - as in right now. If you’re one of us, you actually do the work you don’t just read the words!!!

At your core, on a cellular level - what do you believe to be true? (don't think about it, just start writing)

Reflecting on your current situation (life, love, work) where are you not living inside of that belief? (if you find your mind telling you that you are....just know that if that was true you'd already have what it is you want. Stop thinking and just write until you find the answer)

What has thrown you off track and lead you down the dead end path?

There you have it, now get to the work of being you.

Stop grasping at straws in hopes something will stick.

Stop mimicking what others are doing in hopes it will work for you.

Stop worrying about if you are going to be noticed.

And get back to the truth of who you ACTUALLY are.

Remember,

Life it not meant to be hard. Let it be easy!

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5 days of recognizing exactly who you are and remembering how to show up as ALL of her.

5 days of YOU which is the ONLY thing that makes a dam bit of difference.

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HOW TO MAKE IT HAPPEN

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I used to wonder if in fact I was nothing more than an unrealistic dreamer. What if 10 years from now I look back and suddenly realize I’d waisted all this time trying to make it happen? There was nothing left to try, everyone was laughing at me and I was still looked at as the one that was unrealistic, the one that ran from one thing to another, the one that should have just…?

HOW COULD I KNOW for SURE? How could I move forward? How could I make it HAPPEN?

There was so much pressure, constantly having to prove myself and my worth…that’s what it felt like.

Silently I was plotting out all the ways I could one day say, “told you so”

HOW IN THE HELL WAS I ACTUALLY GOING TO MAKE IT HAPPEN THOUGH?

In the event you had said to me - “stop worrying about it because even after you retire your husband, write the book, design and implement a unique farming model in your province and have worked with the leading professionals in your industry, you will still feel like you have to prove it to them” - I’d have told you to get your head checked.

Your nuts!

And then there I was, having that very experience. Grasping at straws, trying to make it work, searching for answers, implementing everything I could think of, mimicking anyone who slightly resembled success and suddenly I realized, if I didn’t STOP all of this I would absolutely look back 10 years from now and realize I’d waisted all this time “trying” to make it happen.

Trying was not going to cut it for me and I knew that if I was going to MAKE IT HAPPEN that it wasn’t going to be following the typical business practices.

In fact what I knew was, IF I was going to make it happen - the fastest and most direct way to MAKE IT HAPPEN would be to REMOVE all business from it….. that felt like the most freedom I had experienced in years.


Could you imagine. Build a business that consisted of no business! Unrealistic? ….. well if the shoe fits! And I certainly slipped it on with ease.

I was feeling pretty foot loose and fancy free. 

I could literally feel it HAPPENING inside of me. I always knew it could and would happen, but I never dreamt it would be by stopping doing what I was doing. I always preached work smarter not harder. I had always systematized and strategized and optimized the hell out of both of those two things. (how else does a lone farmer only work 5 hours a day and feed 25 families 🙄)

I wouldn’t have thought building a business without doing businesses was going to bring me to a life of pulling our kids out of school and traveling with my family for three months a year. Or watching my husband and son get their pilots license and fly around the skies year round as they are harnessed to a wing and flying free. Or meet the most incredible, determined, motivated, driven, passionate women I have ever met. Or transform lives and relationship through simple sharings. Those things hadn’t even come to mind back then, they were way to far ahead of me.

I WOULD have thought that to make that happen, would require twice the hustle, dozens more hours a week, tens of thousands more dollars, a team to support me, and a horseshoe…. (for the lucky break)


Not even close.


Let’s go backwards for a moment.

This is the fascinating thing (and this is a little insider tip for how you actually make it happen, so listen up). I stopped trying to MAKE it happen.

I literally sat in my yoga studio one day with my journal in hand and the words, “what if you simply showed up fully and completely every single day, invited others on the journey and were handsomely compensated for it?” landed on my page!

Now if that doesn't stun a 15 year entrepreneur, I’m not sure what would.

There I sat for the following three days letting it percolate. What does it mean, how might it look, could it possibly work, HOW DO I MAKE THAT HAPPEN?

I started to review my previous 8 years of business and there it was, all laid out in front of me. THAT was precisely what I had been doing all along. I knew exactly how to do it. In fact it was the only thing I’d ever known how to do. (ask any of my store employees, I’m certain they will tell you I was a heart and soul hustler and all business went by the way side)

It may sound crazy but what I was guided to do was in fact what I had ALWAYS done and yet was totally unaware of.

I suddenly KNEW what had happened, why the struggle, why the wonder if in fact I was nothing more than an unrealistic dreamer. Why it was feeling so hard and impossible, why my bank account was moving in reverse, why nothing seemed to be working no matter how many hours I put in.

I stopped trusting that I KNEW EXACTLY what to do.

I stopped FOLLOWING MYSELF.

I stopped believing it COULD BE THAT EASY

I stopped doing WHAT I HAD ALWAYS DONE

I had started watching THEM

I had started listening to THEM

I had started following THEM

I had started focusing on THEM

I had started to BECOME THEM!!!!!!!!

I had done exactly what you are doing. The difference is I had 15 years experience, I “should” have saw it happening. Chances are what you are currently doing, is what you have been told you need to do and you are simply trusting with blind faith (fair enough, but time to stop).

More importantly, I turned it around within DAYS.

I got back to the business of being ANGIE P, I showed up as me, shamelessly sharing all my flaws and faults, vulnerably sharing the ups and downs of life…..ruffling many feathers along the way, saying things as they are, dropping the fluff and BS, challenging the nonsense that is assumed to be growing you into success, making the complicated easy, offering the Coles Notes version of it it all, because…. well smatter not harder - strategized, systematized and optimized. And naturally because life is not meant to be hard.

So #LETITBEEASY

I wasn’t worrying about if I was doing it right. I wasn’t worried about if I was going to convince you to buy something. I wasn't manipulating anyone to get them on a list. I wasn't using lack mindset strategies to play to your pain points. I wasn’t making it about having to BECOME ANYTHING.

I didn’t plan what I was going to be doing 6 months down the road. WHY? Because I didn’t know who the hell I was going to be in 6 months time. What I did know was that if I just kept showing up AS ME every dam day….. 6 months from now would take care of itself!

I didn’t try to be anything. I showed up as me.  99% of the time hair on point and 99.9% of the time earrings on because well… if you know me - I don’t feel human without those two things. Side note - I was caught in public once straight out of the barn by a very high end client and well let’s just say it traumatized me 😂

It all began to HAPPEN because I was tapping into EXACTLY what I was meant to be doing. I was aligned with the EXACT person I always was but had not yet stepped into being. IT ALL HAPPENED when I began to LET it happen and STOPPED trying to MAKE it happen. (don’t kid yourself here, this part has nothing to do with sitting back and doing nothing!)

The three months trips, watching my husband and son get their pilots license and fly around the skies year round, meeting the most incredible, determined, motivated, driven, passionate women I have ever met, transforming lives and relationships through simple sharings… It’s all a byproduct of the EXACTIFICATION of being you.  (no I did not spell it wrong, I created the word 😉)

Of course there is more to it than just showing up being you. Because let’s be real, at this point you are probably sitting there saying to yourself “I am being me Angie, and it’s not working so, you’re full of it.”

However if you are one of the few still reading… in which case you will be one of the few who know you are going to MAKE IT HAPPEN because you have followed along this far and let’s be honest I’m talking all about myself which to many will feel a little snobbish or holier than thou. Many have been taught to make it all about the potential client that they are trying to convince they are fit for and in turn will be wondering when on earth I will get to the point……

BAM 💥….hello….that was the point! If you are going to make it happen. YOU are the POINT and that is actually and factual exactly what is going to MAKE IT HAPPEN.

Me, well I just came into this world with the understanding that I was going to do what I wanted to do. Seemingly I would arrive with the ability to push buttons, to first piss em off and them have them standing there saying “how in the hell did you just make that happen?”

I’ll never forget wanting to be a fashion designer at 8 yrs old. Begging to use my mom’s sewing machine. Her freaking out with worry saying “absolutely not” and me promptly going to a friends after school only for her mom to pull out her sewing machine and me whipping up pretty dam fancy purse (not to mention lined and all), never having touched a sewing machine or needle before. I pranced home with that thing slung over my shoulder proud as punch AND was promptly grounded and scolded for doing such a thing. Because you know, “you could have put the needle through your finger and how do you think her mom would have felt knowing it was her fault she let you use the machine”🙄

Naturally the only logical outcome from that was - several orders from friends and from my friends parents. Of course at which time my praises were then sung.

I have always believed and understood I could make it happen. It has never been something I am available to question. I have always expected it to happen as imagined just like I expect tomorrow to be Monday.

Regardless of if it was running away from home at 16.

Getting my ass through school AS A FASHION DESIGNER with a surprise first born after the first year. 

Designing, launching and selling my own clothing line.

Raising 4 children off of 25,000 a year for years

Moving beyond major mental and physical traumas

Writing and publishing a book

Founding a chain of boutique stores

Designing an entire farm model for a province.

Surviving bankruptcy

Rebuilding and reestablishing my life after PSTD

Building an online business that allows me to travel the world for months at a time.

Raising my children to know that they can make anything HAPPEN.


It’s just who I am at the core.

I didn’t choose to be this way, it’s how I came into this world.

For whatever reason I just know how to MAKE IT HAPPEN, some may call it stubborn but those that know me… know it goes WAY beyond that.

Somehow, for some reason people know that about me. Or maybe they just sense it and maybe that’s because they are my soul tribe (ok remove the maybe) they are my soul tribe. When something is bad…. real bad… the messages pour in, the request are made, they know that together we can make it happen. They know they get exactly what they need to get and that what is meant to happen is EXACTLY what will HAPPEN as a result of our time together. 

The magic is, they KNOW what is meant to HAPPEN for them before they ever come to me. They know what they EXPECT to HAPPEN before they come to me and therefore we simply MAKE IT HAPPEN.

Because….there is no other available option.

It’s those that KNOW what is meant to happen for them.

It’s those that EXPECT what they desire to happen for them

It’s those who are willing to STOP trying to make it happen and instead let it HAPPEN…

That share the results I live.

What I hadn’t realized all of those years is that, that is EXACTLY what I was doing. It was unconscious and unintentional at the time, it just happened.

NOW…. well now it is the EXACTIFICATION of making it HAPPEN that is what let’s me not only repeat it but also share it with you. 

My purposeful hustle and productive flow have been the design of how to MAKE IT HAPPEN.

It has never JUST happened. I’ve learned how to MAKE it happen. I’ve had to lock it in. I’ve had to unlearn everything that I was conditioned to learn. I have done the work, the mindset work, the personal growth work, the spiritual growth work, the sit your ass on a cushion in silence for 30 days in India work. I have uncovered what was holding me back and have unleashed what let’s it be easy.

So many of my clients, just like you are out there hustling, doing all the things, putting in the time, putting in the money, nose to the grind, working a day job while doing the side gig at night, they show up non-stop and yet their feeling like…

There is nothing to show for it. They cannot get ahead. There is no seemingly logical reason for their lack of results.

If right now you are thinking, “yup I can relate” and if the one day way of thinking - is starting to feel like a time you don’t in fact have time for!

I’m right here.

I know EXACTLY where you are, I know EXACTLY how you feel and I know EXACTLY why it’s happening.

And I am beyond happy to tell you how to shift it NOW.

What still shocks me today is that I had NO IDEA what it was that was keeping me stuck in this business. I was doing all of the “things” I needed to be doing. I did’t have a CLUE why after all that I had invested - both time and money, that I was doing nothing more than spinning my wheels. 

I knew what I wanted. I knew I would make it happen. I was hell bent on having it and frankly, if you’re not hell bent on having it. If your not unapologetic in saying I AM GOING TO MAKE IT HAPPEN, you are not feeling worthy of having it (and that is the main reason you are stuck)

You are hustling 

You feel like your in flow

So what’s the deal.

PURPOSEFUL Hustle and PRODUCTIVE Flow is what you are missing and those are VERY, VERY (I’ll say it again, very) different things that hustle and flow.

You think you have to hustle so you do and then you burn out, whops you think maybe just chilling and hanging out in a feeling of flow will bring your vibe  and energy up and get you some results. You play ping pong with yourself bouncing from one to the other.

Now Purposeful Hustle that’s an entirely different thing. There is NO do for doing sake. There is NO must do, should do or gotta do.

Productive Flow… flow and doing nothing , nope not a match, quite the opposite. Your chilling vibe, just hanging out, waiting for things to feel more flow like so you can jump back into hustle when your vibe is up…. it is never gonna work.

Think strategized, systematized, optimized, truest version of YOU

The Exactification of WHO YOU ARE.

#WHOELSEISTHERE

Here is the thing.

You have to know what you want.

You have to know you are going to MAKE IT HAPPEN.

And from there you need to unapologetically claim it.

You have to to choose Purposeful Hustle.

You have to choose Productive Flow.

You have to choose BOTH simotaneously.

And then you align accordingly.

First, you have to decide you are going to make it happen and that you are going to have it. You must actively align with it and program yourself as already living it (pull out your journal) You must expect that it is happening for you already, in this very moment…and in every moment….”it gets to be easier and easier to make it all happen”….. “I am creating my next level life”… and so on. 

Get clear on how that will look, what it will include, how you will show up inside of it and then from that create your daily mantras. Journal them, think them, speak them to yourself over and over and over every single day. YOU ARE TRANSFORMING YOUR CELLULAR MEMORY, rewiring your mind.

The mind - the very thing that’s keeping you in the patterns you are currently in. You keep pressing play on the same song over and over, it’s time to change the song.

That old song. The one that says:

It’s greedy to want too more.

I need to do this first.

I’m not ready.

I don’t know how.

What if I fail?

What if I’m waisting my time?

What if I get it, only to loose it?

What will they say about me?

Other’s get to have it but I don’t.


You get to delete that track. Erase it and record a new one. 

That is exactly what I have done. But you HAVE TO BE WILLING to do the work.

The work of “right now”. Grab a pen and paper and starting listing every single track that is consciously and sub-consciously playing in your mind on repeat. List the ones you know are there but you try to cover up. (another tip, pay attention: if you aren’t willing to be honest with yourself and see it for what it is you can’t erase the dam track. Do the work, write until you are emptied of the reasons telling you, you can’t or shouldn’t)

And now you are going to begin to MAKE IT HAPPEN. Now you are going to change the track, you are going to write a new song. You are going to claim what is yours. For every reason you listed earlier now you’re going to write a NEW TRACK. What’s actually true, at the deepest core level, from the soul, from the 100% worthy, all deserving you.

List all of the NEW TRACKS you are deciding to play from this moment on. And then every single time you go back to the old song you choose again from your new list. You become aware of where you are replaying the old and you choose from the new - over and over and over again UNTIL IT IS ON AUTOMATIC REPLAY.

Here’s the thing, this IS how you Make it happen AND just as there is duality in everything, it exists here as well. You CAN’T make this happen, you have to LET it happen. It happens by YOU doing the WORK. This work.

I know you desperately want it and you want it now (another tip, listen up: when your grasping at it, pushing and forcing HUSTLING - there is resistance ad desperation in you and that only keeps it further from you). The only way you are going to make it happen is to DO the work continually and then LET it happen. If you DO the work once, twice, three times and then drop the ball - well you’re waisting your time, it won’t work.

I still do the work, on repeat - EVERY DAM DAY

That’s how you,

#LETITBEEASY


And most importantly STOP trying to force it to happen.

Stop telling yourself you’ve done everything and it’s not working.

Stop the start and stop cycle of trying and giving up.


COMMIT to MAKING IT HAPPEN and then LET IT HAPPEN.

When you know EXACTY what you need to do and EXACTLY how to do it - you get to strategize and systematize and then you get to optimize them both SO THAT…. it all happens QUICKER, SOONER, FASTER every single time!

Because what it comes down to is, if you want it to happen for REAL, you have to be the person that is going to make it happen.


Remember,

Life is not meant to be hard. Let it be easy.

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PS the EXACATIFICATION SMACKDOWN is coming, my latest straight up, no fluff, super low cost and made specifically for YOU, and it’s all around BEING THE PERSON WHO MAKES IT HAPPEN

The Exactification Smackdown: A 5 day smackdown with Angie P, to step into the mindset and strategy of crushing your goals for driven, hell-bent hustlers who are ready to get results.

We will not be mindlessly hustling

We will not be doing for doing sake or for because they said you need to sake.

You will be perfecting PURPOSEFUL HUSTLE 

You will be tapping into PRODUCTIVE FLOW

And you WILL make it happen, which of course you already know because you have always believed that you would, you simply have not known exactly how to do it.

Also? We are going to discipline your ass to tap in and do ONLY and EXACTLY what needs to be done, in order to let it happen with ease - the way it dam well should. What else would you want?!?!

Drop me something below if you need to be a part of this and you’ll get the down low!

CHOOSE, BECAUSE NOT CHOOSING IS A CHOICE

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How many times have they said, can’t you make up your mind?

How many times have they asked, why do you keep changing gears?

How many times have they made you feel like you were the most haphazard, unfocused individual out there?

How many times has that left you:

second-guessing yourself,

thinking you should just sit your ass down and get a real job,

or even worse….

accept that “this is it” and stop (what they think is) searching for more?

Don’t you feel bad for them?

They will never have the experience of following their soul.

They won’t get to enjoy that feeling of stepping into who they truly are.

They can’t feel the very real possibilities in life.

They are terrified to say yes just in case they can’t do it.

They need guaranteed security in a way that shackles them to the exact thing that is keeping them from what they actually desire. They live inside of fear daily.

Fear of not being enough

Fear of not having enough

Fear of failing

Fear of being judged

Fear of people abandoning them

Let’s just call a spade a spade - they have a FEAR OF LIVING.

Because frankly all of those things are going to happen in this thing called life….. eventually.

So you can let those fears run you OR you can learn to RUN WITH THEM 😉

I know your one of the few who chooses the second option.

But those that question you, frown upon you, worry about you and cause you to question yourself…. they opt for the first.

Soul led creatives are people who embody:

Willingness

Self awareness

Self responsibility

Trust/Faith

Discipline

Steadfastness

Tenacity

We are rebels at heart, unintentionally sometimes, intentionally other times.

Why….

Because we are committed to our purpose.

Because we know why we are here.

Because settling terrifies our soul.

Because stagnation feels like death.

Because we know what is already ours and...

WE ARE GOING TO HAVE IT - ALL OF IT

And we are unapologetic about it.

We have dissolved the conditioned belief that to want more is greedy.

We know that actually and factually self first is not selfish but in fact IS necessary.

We have stepped into and over the discomfort of allowing what others think to hold us back.

We know that to do ALL of that….. gives others the courage, strength and PERMISSION (that they think they need) to do the same.

You know what you want in life.

You know what lites you up.

You know exactly what you need to do to get there.

You know you are beyond capable.

You know you have the courage and the strength.

You know that it's all waiting for you.

You know there is nothing difficult about it.

You've just forgotten how to access it, you've forgotten how to listen for the answers, you've forgotten how to align with your soul.

You have realized there is a piece of you that get's caught up in what they think.

You have realized that what you say you know and believe vs how you live them out are not a match.

You have realized that you are making it harder and more complicated than it needs to be.

You have realized that it's time to 100% back yourself.

You have realized that to live a soul aligned life and business is to collapse time, release the idea that you need to do anything, let yourself off the hook for having to figure out the how and to step directly into what you've been working so dam hard to achieve.

A Soul aligned life and business has nothing to do with thinking, it has nothing to do with figuring out, it has nothing to do with sitting on a meditation cushion all day, it has nothing to do with woo woo or mystical (it can certainly feel magical when you step into it, I call it Super Flow), it has nothing to do with anyone telling you what to do or how to become successful, it has nothing to do with visualizing, planning, stratagizing, mapping out, thinking about in advance (not even 20 minutes in advance), creating a calender, goals, resolutions or hopes.

It has nothing to do with ALL OF THE THINGS you have been doing that actually and factually are KEEPING YOU FROM what you have been so intently working towards.

Some of what you've been doing may be slowly (as in turtles pace) moving you forward but Soul Led Creatives are not about turtles pace.

They are about the most direct route. They live in the 5D world where they know time does not exist.... GASP. Which actually means there is no need to try, work towards, work up to, do a-b and c before just stepping into the dam thing. It also means they know they have the answers of knowing EXACTLY what THEY need to do to 100% back themselves and live that life.

Here, I'll give you a tangible experience of it and you can have your own truth.

While many will (or have) spend(t) several days and possibly weeks creating a vision board, setting resolutions, choosing words, creating there yearly calender, reviewing their past year, reconsidering it all over and over while wondering what they should add or subtract.

You can ask yourself this - what do I need to do right now to live Next Level Me, in life, in love, in business? Now go do it.

Where do you think they will be two weeks from now and where do you think you will be two weeks from now if you each do the above daily for the next two weeks ?!?!

Turtles pace or collapse time ..... if you truly want next level you, you need to choose which one your going to align yourself with.

Remember,

Life's not meant to be hard. Let it be easy.

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P.S If you haven't already claimed your spot I have no idea why not, but you need to now. BONUS content begins to be dropped into the course tomorrow. Turtles pace OR collapse time?!?!

NEXT LEVEL YOU - because you have decided.

WHAT IN GAWDS NAME ARE YOU EVEN DOING?

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I’ve been the one that follows, I’ve been the one that leads and the simple, most honest upfront truth is NEITHER lead to sustainable success.

I have danced between, you need to be softer and you need to stand out and set your self apart, the simple truth is both attract people that are not in alignment with who you truly are.

I have chased after coaches that I believed would teach me how to get rich quick and I have signed book deals that literally guaranteed you a best seller in 30 days AND I dropped both, loosing a shit tone of money - because I realized for me both were out of integrity.

I have created amazing programs and offerings that could have severed the world in massive ways and yet because I did so out of a need for “money now” they were complete flops.

I have done all the webinars, freebie opt ins, trainings. I have read all the books. I have coached with Robin Sharma & Lisa Nichols. I have been in Frank Kerns inner circle the list goes on and on. While they are amazing people and are brilliant in what they offer, at that time I was chasing something and therefore what I learned was what NOT to do and how NOT to experience the life you desire.

And that is really what it all comes down to, isn’t it?

It’s not about money. It’s not about recognition. It’s not about success.

It’s about a burning desire to live the life you desire to live.

It’s about joy and fulfillment, it’s about connections and depth, it’s about less struggle and overwhelm, it’s about less should do’s, must do’s gotta do’s, it’s about less noise from the outside telling you how you need to do it.

It’s about awareness, trust and willingness.

Here’s the smackdown life gave me in a less than desirable way.

You can have all the awareness, trust and willingness you want but when you apply them to everything and everyone outside of yourself they are USELESS.

Awareness of what works for OTHERS,

Trust that THEY will show you they way,

Willingness to do what they tell YOU to do!!!

It’s the cosmic joke of life my friend.

Finally I got the lesson and I heard the message.

“Enough of the shit show, enough avoidance, enough chasing”

It was time for Next Level Me.

It was time to STOP everything that did not involve or require me to sit my ass down and go inside of myself.

It was time for me to get back to the truth of who I was - before they all told me who and how to be.

1 - The awareness became about what I actually already knew - I simply needed to learn how to get in touch with it.

2 - The trust was about thinking less and learning how to feel more and then learning how to apply what I felt to my life/work.

3 - The willingness was the hardest….. it was a mindfuck of OMG what if I detach from all the things I thought I needed to do and then I realize latter I did have to do them???

Revert to #1 and 2 when I had the awareness of what I was doing, was the response I got.

The true willingness that was required was to give myself the time and space for the awareness and trust of self to expand. 

To learn how to lean into what was actually and FACTUALLY already me. 

It was me be willing to trust that if I learned how to listen to my soul and followed absolutely nothing but that, that I would be living the life I desired.

That the experience of life I was chasing would be a direct result of me NOT listening to them.

That money, recognition, success-all of it, is a direct by product of YOU being guided by you.

It took me years to STOP and to hear the message and once I did, well… here I am.

You will never be more than you are right now

You will never be different than you are right now.

You WILL be the truth of who you actually are.

Let the idea of who your trying to become dissolve.

Step into who you actually already are, she is waiting.

Your next level you, is waiting for you, for you to have the awareness that it’s time to stop looking outside yourself, to finally trust that YOU have the answers and the willingness to say hell yes, I am worth it.

Remember,

Life isn’t meant to be hard, let it be easy.

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P.S NEXT LEVEL YOU is officially open for registration!

Never have I ever created anything this expansive and transformational. Never have I listened to my soul so deeply as to give it away at this price point.

DIDN'T YOU SAY YOU WERE READY TO CLAIM YOUR NEXT LEVEL YOU? 

Don't you want to let what's inside of you OUT, aren't you sick of editing your life and pushing it down?!

It's heavy.

It's exhausting.

AND IT'S SLOWLY KILLING YOUR ZEST FOR LIFE AND FANKLY IF IT SNUFFED YOU FASTER IT’D BE LESS PAINFUL

I see you.

Do you see me?

I've DONE the exact same thing.

How often have you wondered if I was inside of your head? How many times have you wondered if I have been watching you throughout the day?

I’ve never shared a message with you that wasn’t first and foremost for MYSELF - I’m a little self-centred that way.

And today I came here to name it.

To declare.

To call to a SOUL ALIGNED kickass life

The one who knows.

The one ready to claim it


The YOU

Who was born for it

And is ready for your,

NEXT LEVEL YOU

A 10-Day NEXT LEVEL YOU Experience, You and Me, ALL THE WAY IN. 

Half in or half out’s need not apply.

Strictly limited to those certain they can and will live the life, create the business and enjoy the money  they desire because they decided they would.

You are one of the few who know with CERTAINTY that there is more to life. You suspect that there absolutely is a way to do these things LIFE, BUSINESS, MONEY, RELATIONSHIPS that do not involve all the bullshit and challenges that you have been experiencing. You know there has to be a more direct route. You are done with the try this and try that approach. You can see where you have been cheating to yourself and you are QUITE certain that continuing to dance around in circles is NEVER going to take you to your NEXT LEVEL LIFE, although it will undoubtedly snuff you out and thank god because living that circle is torture.


I haven't done anything this expansive and deep at this price point EVER

I'm ready to next level my work in transforming your life.

And I want the EXACT ENERGETIC MATCH of kickass souls ready to claim their Next Level life and business here with me.

You will be receiving DAILY deep dive content from me

DAILY soul alignment guidance

The exact HOW TO reach into your soul, see what is there and BRING OUT INTO THE WORD WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR.


As a result of this you WILL 

  • Break the bloody rules as to how easy you can let it be or more importantly that it GETS to be when you actually align with your soul

  • Draw to you a tribe of believers, supports and encouragers by simply and FINALLY showing up fully and authentically as you. You will ACTUALLY hear them ask for more of YOU.

  • Unapologetic CLARITY, you will gain some people and you will loose some by default.

  • Likely find what you have been talking about achieving already happening in your life with what feels like zero input from you because you'll be so in alignment and fired up (if you want proof I’ll set you up on a call with my husband, the once skeptic).

  • Gain a community of HELL YES supporters (my other rockstar clients in this offering) who believe in nothing but knowing it is ALL already yours.

  • Create and implement an action plan for the singe biggest desire you have currently, the kind of plan that cuts out the fluff and unnecessary steps. The kind that leaves people saying HOW THE HELL DID SHE DO THAT

  • Dissolve a TON of self imposed limitations and BS that you have been walking around buying into because you believed to get to C you must first do A and B (wrong!)

  • Learn about how draw those you desire to surround yourself with into your life/business in a way that naturally leads to them supporting you and you supporting them.

  • Know how to ACCESS your souls guidance, in EVERY situation, and ALWAYS know what to do with certainty.

  • Know how I tap into what’s next and what I am ready to step into with ease in my life and in my work and then get there without the resistance
    Exactly how I do my INSTANT alignment / manifestation / mindset work each day

  • And everything else that flows through me as I tap into YOU, Your Next Level and MY SOUL 

Enough is ENOUGH 

It's time for Next Level You and you know that as clearly as you know 2019 is days away 

ALL the way in 

Or ALL the way out?

BECAUSE THIS IS ALL ABOUT NEXT LEVEL.

You also get

4 BONUS days of advance content

AND an additional 7 days of follow up prompts to support you in integrating what you have learned into your daily life.

PS: Already got your hustle on and living your next level you but want to allow for the purposeful hustle and ease? You know your allowed to let it be easy!

PSS: Don’t even have a clue what a soul aligned life is or think it sounds a little whacked? It is and that’s why it’s amazing because you are one of the few that knows like you know Christmas is coming that you don’t need to keep making it all so dam hard.

PSSS: Sitting there think I KNOW and I KNOW I am worthy of it but yet you still haven’t been able to connect the dot’s and bring it forward??? Your Next Level You is waiting for you to step in, let’s get to it.

We officially begin Jan 3rd 2018 with the bonus days beginning New Years Eve, because people like us - We kick it off right.

I’M GOING STRAIGHT TO NEXT LEVEL ANGIE! http://bit.ly/NEXT-LEVEL-YOU



When They Don't Care What You Want... This Is Probably Why.

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You want to be seen and heard and yet you're uncomfortable taking up space!

No one understands me.

He/she doesn’t listen to me.

They don’t care what I need.

They don’t get me.

They’re just not where I’m at.

They don’t make any effort.


blah blah blah

Let’s just call a spade a spade shall we.

You are uncomfortable saying what you want.

You beat around the bush so much that no-one has a clue what they are even supposed to be listening for.

You hold yourself back from sharing what it is you actually need, if you even know yourself.

You don’t get you.

You’re not where you want to be.

Ok so now that we’ve gotten that straightened around we can all unitedly take one deep breath and let out a sigh of relief.

Now if you’re sitting there thinking who the hell does she think she is, well hot stuff “I am you”.

Checking in with myself this morning as to how my morning was going to look I realized I needed to get my but to the pool.


Perfect. It’s quiet, no one is there this time of day. I won’t need to talk to anyone. Just what I need.


I get there and for the love of God there’s a dude laying around the pool.


All I could think of was are you shitting me. First off I waltz down in a bikini, second I want to do lengths, third looking like an idiot is my biggest hang up in life.

My question to myself becomes, do I say anything to acknowledge him and not be rude? Do I leave and come back latter? Everything in me wanted to turn around and leave and then I realized, “You want to be seen and heard and yet you are uncomfortable taking up space”

Fascinating!

Get your ass in the pool, do your lengths, mind your own business and stop making this your excuse to run!

Done, done and done.

AND

Stop pretending it has anything to do with anyone other than yourself!

I catch myself inside of things like this all the time.

I’ll mask it as: 

“I just want to be alone”

“They won’t understand me anyhow”

“I’m an introvert”

“There is no point waisting my energy”

“They never listen to me anyhow”

Yada yada yada

I know you can hear yourself inside of my words because I listen to people stuck in the exact same spot in life day in and day out.

Are you sick of listening to yourself yet?

To be honest, I’m sick of listen to you and I’m sick of listening to me.

Here’s the thing. Those words are thoughts that come from a place in the mind. 

They aren’t actually what you want. 

They are….. absolutely what create “self inflicted suffering” as I call it.

You engage in your own bs and before you know it you believe it. Suddenly all of your problems in life, your unhappiness, your lack of healthy relationships, lost dreams, desires unfulfilled, lacking self-confidence and inability to experience life the way you desire to is everyone elses' fault.

And it’s all because.

No one understands me.

He/she doesn’t listen to me.

They don’t care what I need.

They don’t get me.

They’re just not where I’m at.

They don’t make any effort.

They are self centred and selfish.

You know where I’m going with this.

Get your ass in the pool.

Take up space.

Say the words.

Articulate what you need.

Share your truth - WITHOUT judgement or assholery (just pretend that’s a word)

Detach from if they can or are willing to give you what you want.

Stop focusing on who get’s you and start getting yourself.

Trust me… you are no where special so drop the ego game. (this will get you further than anything else)

Stop making excuses for your own lack of effort by projecting it onto others.

Non of this has anything to do with anyone except YOU and of course ME!

Look at how simple that actually was!


Remember, life is not meant to be hard.

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P.S If your not already inside of my Spirit Awakening Community, why not?

This is an incredible opportunity to actually step up and into your life. To take responsibility for aligning with the life you truly desire.

This is deep, gentle work. It is what I have been guided to do for this next year. 

To offer you, all of me. This is where I guide you AND I am a fully engaged participant with you. You see how I move through these mindfuckery games we play with ourselves. You begin to understand how you catch yourself and you step into showing up in the way you actually desire to show up in this world.

Drop the excuses and point your fingers towards yourself.

and remember, it has nothing to do with them so if you actually want what you say you want…..

Let’s go get it.

This is where I help you develop your willingness to see yourself right where you are, teach you to accept it without making it wrong AND being moving forward from the truth of who you are.

Continue here: https://www.angiepeladeau.com/spirit-awakening

Inside Of A Single Moment

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And inside of this moment I notice eyes that look outward, seeing all of who they are, all of what they can do, all that I desired to be. Softening, becoming curious about the outward gaze, letting it be as it is without needing it to change I sink in deeper, feel it in its entirety and begin to follow the trail that it leaves leading to the heart.

Slowly and gently exploring the spaces that up until now have been diligently manoeuvred around. Now seeing how silent the screams of the eyes looking inward have been.

How they quietly haunt and within a moment there was an internal shift, followed by a softened inward gaze that witnesses where she has been incredibly harsh, so unrealistic, so hurtful towards herself and that was all that was asking to be witnessed. 

Nothing more was needing to be seen, unearthed or discovered. 

And from that space she would step more fully into her than she ever has.

There is so much within you asking to be seen, to be witnessed, to be healed, to be released. Can you allow it to surface and hold it tenderly just for a moment and experience the shift that occurs?

Remember, life is not meant to be hard.

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His Whispers Felt Like Daggers

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“You are so sexy”.

With ever growing confusion I would wonder, how is it after 28 years with this wonderful man I cannot yet receive these whispers of adoration?

It was as we sat chatting across the world from one another me embracing a steaming morning coffee half dressed, he half asleep undressed and as we’d say our goodbyes his whisper would be “you are so sexy”.

Sitting in the wee morning hours, candles and incense offering sacred space my body began to sob. A longing to receive his words, a desire to fully embrace that knowing and yet a heaviness that would not allow for any of it.

Full article in Elephant Journal HERE

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Remember, life is not meant to be hard.

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